Postpartum???
Is it normal to still feel down 4 months postpartum, im a first time mom and when I had my baby everything hit and im really young (22) it hurt unfortunately. I don’t know what happened but I cried so much in the hospital just worrying about going home and taking care of my baby with my partner and idk I just did not want to leave the hospital. I didn’t want my partner to go back to work like I just didn’t wanna be alone and now that my baby is 4 months it just feels like im forcing myself to be ok when im not like I need help but idk im so lost and I just worry so much. It’s not like we don’t help but it’s just all overwhelming like I worry she gets bored sometimes because im not doing enough. The whole first month she was here I cried myself to sleep telling my partner I need help idk I love my baby but I suck and k really don’t know what to do. I always try smiling and being in a good mood for my baby because I know that’s what she needs she doesn’t need to see her mom all worried or sad because then she’ll be but im struggling on the inside, I cry just looking at her sleep in my arms idk it just doesn’t feel normal and it’s not okay