Just hit day 50 (it’s just a few minutes after midnight). I knew it was possibly but holy moly I’m actually here this is surreal. Thank the Lord for strength and peace of mind during this run. Now to just do it all over again with different terrain.
Stay strong, soldiers 🫡
7 weeks clean and counting this feels surreal to be even typing this or saying it out loud. I thank the Lord every day for giving me the strength to get this far. Anyway, the urges are slowly waking up again, and life is slowly getting back to normality. Wet dream again last night (third one of the run), so I have to watch out for chaser effect. Other than that, all quiet on the western front. In just a few hours we’re half way home.
Stay strong, soldiers 🫡
Nearly halfway home, this is my longest run and counting. Still in the void, and the chaser effect has worn off. I might be compromised after doing something I probably shouldn’t have done in GTA V (if you know you know), but it hasn’t really rattled my day, it was more of an “in the moment” kind of thing. No clue what’s coming next, but only one way to find out; we keep going.
Stay strong soldiers 🫡
Finally reached day 44 (this is my pr). Previously I got to day 43, but that was 6 months ago (relapsed on Christmas Eve. Perfect timing 😑). Anyway, I’m still in the void, and the chaser effect has worn off from yesterday, as the day before that I had my second wet dream of this run. We’re almost half way home, and I pray to God that this is my last NoFap run (it’s starting to look that way, but we can’t be too sure). When I reach day 100, I’m gonna drop my full story and what got me through this NoFap run.
Stay strong soldiers 🫡
6 weeks clean it’s crazy. Only got here once before, but we keep going. We’re getting closer to the end I can feel it.
Stay strong soldiers 🫡
I’m still stuck in the void. Possibly due to the heatwave happening right now, but it’s genuinely like all of the side effects are gone, and it’s like the addiction was never even there to begin with, however I’ve been in that state of mind before, where I think “I’m good and fully recovered now” and I know that’s the trap. When will this void pass, and what happens after this? If anyone has anything it would be greatly appreciated.
Stay strong soldiers 🫡
I’m still stuck in the void. Possibly due to the heatwave happening right now, but it’s genuinely like all of the side effects are gone, and it’s like the addiction was never even there to begin with, however I’ve been in that state of mind before, where I think “I’m good and fully recovered now” and I know that’s the trap. When will this void pass, and what happens after this? If anyone has anything it would be greatly appreciated.
Stay strong soldiers 🫡
Technically as I’m writing this it’s day 39 since it’s passed midnight, but for the sake of this post, it’s day 38.
This void feeling is getting so weird. It’s almost like I’ve beaten it, but at the same time it’s not. Urges and thoughts appear more in a flash, but it’s manageable since I’ve got really good at taking immediate action and killing the urge/thoughts appear before it gets too intense. Another thing is that I’ve not had a wet dream in 11 days. Don’t know what that’s about considering I get them more often than this. Could be to do with the void, or puberty, or something beyond my comprehension. Only time will tell I guess. But anyway, do you have any advice on my next steps, or if anyone has experienced something similar m/is experiencing something similar, talk to me.
Stay strong soldiers 🫡
Day 36, can’t believe I made it this far, especially with all of the insanity that has happened previously. Experiencing some side effects though, like sleepiness, crazy sugar cravings, restlessness and severe boredom. At this point, my mind is telling me that I’ve beaten this addiction, but I’ve been this far into a run before and I know it’s a bait trap. At this point, I feel like I’m just in some void of nothingness, cos I have no will to keep going, nor to quit, and it’s just this feeling of blandness. Any tips, similar experiences, or just anything?
Day 30/100, still going strong. We’ve officially made it a whole month clean come on. This is a weird one; I’m not feeling much of anything. It’s kind of like a void. Urges, and thoughts are down, but erections are still up. I know it’s not the flatline phase cos I’ve been through that before (not on this run but on previous ones). I have this ever present though that I can get to day 100, and I know it can become a reality. We just have to keep going
Stay strong soldiers 🫡
Day 24, still going strong. Sexual thoughts be hitting but we still keep going. It’s less so urges but more just thoughts and dopamine stimulation that’s the real issue. Like yesterday I had the craziest sugar cravings in like 7 months, which I found out is pretty common during NoFap. 24 days down, 76 more to go. Stay strong soldiers 🫡