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I am still slightly underweight but very close to what is considered normal and my eating habits are the healthiest they have ever been. But I can’t get over the panic of crossing the line or even if I know I can safely eat a sweat treat or a take out without overeating I can’t stop feeling guilty about it. I genuinely feel like being thin is the only thing I have going for me. I don’t think I am pretty or smart or good natured. And no amount of therapy and self help books was able to change this core belief that I have. Please share if that was something you have successfully dealt with.

I don’t understand why people are so convinced Olivia is talking about same person in those two songs, because in my way I don’t get at all that he sided with an ex. She says the girl keeps calling, but can’t get the message that Olivia won and she makes the rules now. It reads more to me that the ex tries to reach out but not that the guy is doing anything wrong. But in cigaret smoke she says he took her side which doesn’t makes sense to me connected to my way where Olivia felt annoyed, but confident in her position. We can say he sided with an ex later on, but it seems crazy 3 years into the relationship rather than in the beginnin.