J’habite près de la gare côté Petit Chêne, est-ce que quelqu’un sait quel est le bruit de bip/alarme/klaxon super fort qu’on entend le soir et qui sonne toutes les 5 minutes? Ça rend fou. Impossible de dormir sans les fenêtres ouvertes avec cette chaleur, mais ce bruit est insupportable. Je ne trouve pas d’où ça vient.
This is my first shut down in years, I don’t know how to come out of it. I can’t talk, can’t feel anything, can’t do anything.
My partner and I came back from holiday yesterday. We were both extremely exhausted but overall I was in good mood. At the airport he said we needed to refill the water bottle before going to train but I didn’t want to refill it in the toilets because it was very dirty and I was scared we would get infected by something.
He lashed out and said I didn’t even want to refill it for him. So I did. Then I said I thought there would be a fountain or something safer and he said not in this airport several time with such a condescending voice and so much hatred and resentment I just stood shocked. Couldn’t cry or do anything. I still can’t. I can’t even have a talk anymore it’s been 24 hours we came back. I can’t stand being in the same room or even look at him. I feel numb. I don’t know what to do.
I really need help.
I’m in Madrid for a week for BTS concert but a week before was my boyfriend’s brother wedding. I did my best being normal and nice with everyone but it was a big wedding and a bit too overwhelming for me though people were very nice.
It’s also very hot outside in this time of the year.
I said I would go to BTS pop up store to grab a lightstick because I didn’t have one, and they were sold out, my boyfriend insisted to come with me since I don’t know Madrid and I said it’s ok I can go alone but he came anyway. So we both had to leave the wedding early. He didn’t blame me at all at first, but then I didn’t get the lightstick and cried. And he said he was feeling bad for leaving the wedding early. And I felt so guilty and ashamed, all that for nothing. I feel like shit and I feel like I don’t deserve to be in a relationship or even go to the concert. It’s been 3 hours and I can’t stop crying and feeling like I’m the worst person on earth always making life hell for everyone. I hate myself. I don’t have enough money to take a flight back to Switzerland now I have to wait for after the concert.
I feel really down and lonely I don’t know what to do to calm down. Can someone give me any advice? Just please be kind I already know I’m terrible and I don’t deserve an advice either probably
It has been sitting like this for the entire day, it’s alive because I see it move slightly the antennas, but it’s pretty stiff. Yesterday it was very active.
He shares a tank with a nerite that is very active and eating well, and the nerite is the sensitive one, so it’s not the water or amount of food. And there was no change of water between yesterday and today 😞