Why can’t I relapse? Am I not strong enough?
I recently weighed myself and I am not happy with my weight. I’ve been trying to relapse, but I just can’t. It seems impossible. Especially that skinny is in and my clothes are barely fitting. I just feel so disgusting and my birthday is coming up soon. I just want to rip the flesh off my body. How do I make peace with my body and mind? I feel so out of control. I genuinely don’t want to relapse, how do I make these thoughts go away?
u/Silver_Doubt_7759 — 2 days ago