Two husbands
Is having two husbands really tough?
Don't know why but ever since I got into a polyandrous relationship, I've become much more affectionate and my sex drive has gone way up. I always want intimacy twice with each of my partners and even then I still feel horny.
I honestly don't know why they stay in this kind of relationship when it hurts them so much. Maybe one day it'll all fall apart, I really don't know. They get angry, they cry, and sometimes they even say hurtful things to me, but somehow we always find our way back to each other.
I always try to give both of them the same amount of love, care and romance but they're incredibly jealous of each other. They're always competing or arguing. Sometimes I get so frustrated that I want to end the relationship. They might stop talking to me for a day or two but they always come back in tears, apologizing and being very vulnerable.
They take care of me financially and I also spend on them sometimes, cook their favorite meals and look after them when they're sick. I genuinely love both of them. They're both decent, caring, and masculine men. But honestly, it's a very emotionally exhausting relationship.
I honestly don't know why I'm in such an emotionally and physically intense relationship. It just keeps getting stronger every day. Sometimes they're even competitive about who will get me pregnant first..