u/SimpleRelation9608

Im 19 mtf and im feeling really down the past couple of weeks. I asked my mother if she would use my new name, and it really didn't go well. Ive become inconsistent taking my medication, forgetting some days more and more often. I spend most of the day in bed at this point. I have no one to talk to where I live, I've applied for college, and ill likely get in because of my points, but I feel the whole summer is just going to be stressing until then. Ive been thinking alot about sh. I spend most the day feeling like im on the verge of tears or just disconnected. I cant stand sitting all day just watching tv, but I feel there's nothing else to do. I try to go on a hour walk each day, but I'm becoming sick of walking around the same hilly ugly countryside everyday

Im 19 mtf and im planning on starting college next year, and i feel stressed about it. I have no friends where I live. I did begin to make friends at the start of the year but I tucked it up with my sh. I posted pictures after a breakdown, and I feel really ashamed about this. I just want to curl up in a ball and disappear. I dont know anyone at this college, and i feel I won't be able to make friends.

I asked my mother last Tuesday if she could use my new name, and it didn't go well and she refused. I feel i have no one to lean on, after that I just had to sit in my room and feel like shit for a couple of days. I feel like im meant to fail, that's what everyone wants

I have a patch test next week in dublin city for laser. Im really uncomfortable about facial hair, and mine grows pretty fast. Is there anywhere I can shave after the appointment? Even a single person bathroom with a sink would work

I have a patch test next week in dublin city for laser. Im really uncomfortable about facial hair, and mine grows pretty fast. Is there anywhere I can shave? Even a single person bathroom with a sink would work