u/Sir_MayIhav_SumMor

After years of hurt from all the pain of ex lovers who broke my heart.

It was a relief that the universe brought sunshine into my dark.

The light in him, brightened up my days.

Turning forgotten feelings and lonely thoughts into distant memories.

Its not that i wasn't trying...

My efforts, were just analyzing.

Your truth was never overlooked.

It was simply that what you brought was new in my book.

It confused my ridiculous and broken brain.

Making me think that i was insane.

Things were different but not bad at all.

I was just trying to get used to how amazing you are.

I was just mostly in shock and awe...

Because getting treated with love like that was something i was not used to...

Because in the past, i was the only one giving it my all.

And since this separation from the love of my life...

I've done what i could and made peace with all of my inner self and my strife.

I know what went wrong and where i needed help.

Because without you around now...

I've learned that, i don't want anybody else!

🩷 Shirley🐑

After years of hurt from all the pain of ex lovers who broke my heart.

It was a relief that the universe brought sunshine into my dark.

The light in him, brightened up my days.

Turning forgotten feelings and lonely thoughts into distant memories.

Its not that i wasn't trying...

My efforts, were just analyzing.

Your truth was never overlooked.

It was simply that what you brought was new in my book.

It confused my ridiculous and broken brain.

Making me think that i was insane.

Things were different but not bad at all.

I was just trying to get used to how amazing you are.

I was just mostly in shock and awe...

Because getting treated with love like that was something i was not used to...

Because in the past, i was the only one giving it my all.

And since this separation from the love of my life...

I've done what i could and made peace with all of my inner self and my strife.

I know what went wrong and where i needed help.

Because without you around now...

I've learned that, i don't want anybody else!

🩷 Shirley🐑

So, let me start by saying ...

To this day, I'm still unsure of which username is yours. I have a hunch of which ones they could be, but i just don't know for sure.

So, please... If you're here somewhere, please DM me! I only have this profile now. I used to go by plastic_effective336, but i have since deleted that account. Only because someone was trying to claim all of my writings to you as their own.

I know you said you hated me or whatever but can you at least just tell me why?! I just don't understand what is happening! If you have been told anything about me, i promise you... They are just lies made up by some stupid fucking whore! Tell her, to show you all of the proof!

If you happen to come across this, i miss you! I never wanted to stop talking to you. I'm just so confused right now. Please! Just explain to me what the fuck is going on!! This is my one and only account now!

Also, why the heck are you going to my ex to relay a message to me?!

I love you! And i always have!

🩷 ShirleyL🐑

*so this is kinda of in response to another post i saw on here tonight...i don't know if it was from someone that i know but i felt this is what was needed to be said...i hope you understand what i wrote. happy reading!* 🩷

I'm sorry that real love scares you into the arms of someone that won't make you their world.

If i could show you that my garden does bloom, even if you don't have to tend to it at all? Would it feel less of a burden to stay?

Everyday could be better, without thinking that i might run. Because honestly, it was never my intention to be part of a marathon.

I told you there were no strings and no expectations, but regardless of everything i said... My silence was just a quiet invitation.

To my world where I would make you the king, where you never had to worry about being overthrown. You'd never have to worry about anything!

My type of loyalty is rare to find. When i tell you you're the only one because you are mine, that means that I belong to only you!

I don't stay because I'm forced or because of desparation... It's because i choose to be with the one person my soul saw in recognition!

In your eyes, i did see... The whole universe alive and moving like live imagery. Like how it would look if magic could make a picture move inside of a frame. It even included a shooting star flying across all the planets and the nebulas near and far.

I made a wish and hoped it would come true... That if, all the things that i was seeing, would one day become real. I had a feeling that you were the one i was always suppose to find.

Before we were even put on this earth, to find each other in this lifetime. And thru the many people we have met and interacted with, we managed to meet one another and find who's meant to ignite that spark again!

You truly are my real twin flame. I finally know, that in every lifetime and the many before this one... It's always been you and me, together as one. Because forever we'll always be two beautifully broken halves but now we have found each other, we'll be the best amazing soul that's been placed back with one another and from now on... We will again, be whole!

🩷SL🐑

Hey there.

Ok. So, since i haven't been able to talk to you like i wanted to for the last 6 months now... I'll just have to leave it here in hopes that you'll find it one day. Also,Why did you say you hated me?? That was uncalled for...

I guess, I'll start with... Why the heck did you block my number again? After you told me you were going to come back to my apt later that day when you left in Jan? I never wanted to stop talking to you, ya know?

If you had come back that day... I would have told you everything i wanted to say.

And it was, my handsome twin flame. I have always loved you, more than I've ever expressed verbally before and I'm sorry. I thought you would have gotten the hint when i left you that green post it note letter i left in Geoffs truck that night you left with it. But you never even brought it up after. Yes, that was from me. I should have just handed you the letter personally but i was really unsure of how you even felt about me. I apologize for not being more direct...

Honestly, I've never felt this way before. This pull of such energy to your soul. Its incredible. I do love you, unconditionally. Just because you exist. I know there is something more to our connection than you think. But again, like i said in my other post... I'm not gonna force you into anything. I just genuinely miss having you in my life. You brought a rare feeling of true peace when you came around and i can't describe how much i crave you everyday.

You're probably happy with someone else and that's why i write on here. But there are just so many things I'd like to talk about if we could have the chance to speak in person. You were always my perfect choice. I would have never cheated on you cuz i wouldn't need to find anyone else. Because you were enough. And I would have never wanted to cause you pain.... The same heartbreak my exes and your exes have caused each of us in the past.

I wouldn't have wanted to add to your trauma. I tried to not say anything that would have triggered you but i think i may have not said enough. All the times you left abruptly and upset was, i thought it was because i had made you upset for some reason from what i said. Or if i accidentally offended you or something. I'm sorry. I never meant to do that at all. I guess the first time i really heard you telepathically was right after you left my apartment last year... When i heard you screaming and i had no idea what the problem was. I asked Geoff if he could hear anything and he said no... At first i thought i was losing my mind. But i soon realized that i wasn't crazy and i could actually hear you. I tried to tell you to come back but i didn't want to upset you more. I didnt know why we affected each other so deeply. But it's cuz of this whole twin flame thing. Cuz i don't get this feeling and these vibes with anyone else. We are connected. We always have been. And I don't mind that at all.

Considering you are my favoritest person in the whole universe! I wish you knew how i felt about you then. I never meant to make you feel like i didn't care enough or made you feel overlooked for any reason! I'm so sorry if that is what my actions showed you. I wanted to just love you. To show you that i really cared about you. Everything about you.

I don't even know where it went wrong. Maybe cuz i thought you just wanted casual? Cuz you never said you wanted to have anything serious with me. I loved you with my entire soul, i was just scared you wouldn't reciprocate my feelings. And i guess i shut down. I wish you would have been more open with how you felt. Or even what you wanted. Even if it wasn't me. Like i just wish you had said anything at all. Instead of us, leaving each other in the dark. In silence with unanswered questions. I suppose, i am also to blame for not speaking up when i had the chance. But i did sincerely enjoy the calmness we had when we were together. I'll never forget the intense gazes, the amazing feelings we gave each other every time. I miss you every inch of your entire being! And i wish you were just mine and i was yours.

I'd never have taken your love for granted. If things had been official, i would have made sure to have taken great care of your amazingly pure heart. You are an amazing man and i never judged you for the things you've ever done. For your actions don't determine your actual character. You are genuine, you didn't really lie to me when i asked you hard questions. And i never got upset with your answers. I just wanted to know. But I'd never hold what you told me against you. You meant more to me than an argument is worth winning. As long as we gave each other the truth and was honest with one another, i don't think we would have argued at all.

You know how they say, opposites attract? Well you were the yin to my yang. I was the light to your dark. And you were the sunshine to my grey skies. And now, all i see are grey skies.... 🥺 Like it literally hurts me physically to miss you.

Most days I manage to go about my daily life. But you are always on my mind. From the time i wake up til i fall asleep... If i can manage to fall asleep anyway.

I wish i had told you more that i needed you, that i wanted you to be around more. I should have done so much more but i was afraid you'd have left sooner. But now i regret not healing from my last relationship before we started hanging out. I was still stuck in my past comforts of not having to put in effort with my ex cuz our relationship had been dead for so long before i left that i got used to not expressing what i needed and wanted from him that it became a normal thing in my mind. It took me months to get that out of my head and for me to finally remember that i have to use my words to better communicate what i truly needed.

I wish we could give this another chance at being in each other's lives again. Just one time. Since i haven't even gotten to speak to you with an honest conversation ever. So, if you could spare a couple of mins. Id appreciate it. Cuz even tho they didn't deserve it, I've treated my exes really well in past relationships and not even felt half the amount of love for them as i have for you. So you can only imagine the amount of love and care i want to pour into making sure you feel every ounce of love and care i have to give to you. Every single day! Never would i take a single second with you for granted.

There's so much more I would love to talk to you about. But I'd much rather do that in person. Anyway, whatever your choice is... At least come talk to me. And NOT GO TALKING TO MY EX! He's fucking delusional and thinks I'll ever take him back. He's insane. He did cheat on me and that's why i broke up with him last year. And please, do not talk to others about me, thinking they know anything because i literally do NOT talk to anyone! That means, I don't tell anyone... Anything!

Forever&Always,

🩷 TaylorSweets aka Shirley🐑

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These are some things I'll hold true if we ever get another chance to grow together... Either in this life or the next.

✦ ✦

From Me, Your Libra — To You, My Leo

So We Never Lose Sight of What We Are

This is more than love — it’s a vow of alignment.

You and I are not ordinary.

We’re passion and peace. Fire and balance.

We’re something real — something rare.

But even soulmates must choose each other every day.

So this is our guide. Our promise.

A reminder of who we are and who we’re becoming, together.

1. We Will Never Go to Bed Angry or Silent.

No matter what happened —

We will speak. We will soften. We will reconnect.

Because love should never sleep in silence.

“I love you. I’m still here. We’ll figure this out — together.”

2. We Fix Things As They Arise.

No bottling. No avoidance. No slow burns.

“That hurt me — can we talk?”

“I want to understand, not fight.”

We deal with it — in real time. Gently. Honestly.

3. We Speak With Soul, Not Ego.

No yelling. No jabs. No silence used as a weapon.

We talk to each other, not at each other.

“This is how I feel…”

“Let’s stay on the same team.”

4. We Take Responsibility, Not Control.

We don’t blame.

We don’t guilt.

We own our energy and our impact.

“I was wrong. I hear you. I’ll do better.”

5. When Conflict Comes, We Repair Like This:

Pause — “I need a moment, but I’m not leaving us.”

Speak truth — “This made me feel…”

Listen fully — “I hear you.”

Apologize cleanly — “I’m sorry.”

Recommit — “We’re stronger than this.”

6. We Lead With Love, Not Pride.

We will never let ego speak louder than love.

We will never let distance grow where closeness can heal.

“I choose you — even when it’s hard. Especially then.”

7. We Celebrate Each Other, Even in the Quiet Seasons.

I will remind you:

You’re my king. My protector. My fire.

I believe in you. I believe in us.

And I trust you’ll remind me:

I’m your peace. Your softness. Your balance.

I’m safe with you. And you’re safe with me.

8. Our Forever Vows:

We grow, not just stay.

We listen, not just hear.

We forgive, not just forget.

We fight for each other, not against each other.

We stay close, even when it’s hard.

We choose love — over pride, over fear, over everything.

And if we forget —

We come back to this.

We read it. We reset. We realign.

You and Me — We Are the Real Ones.

We don’t walk away.

We don’t give up.

We speak. We stay.

We love like it’s sacred — because it is.

forever&always,

Your GeishaDoll

*I wish i had thought of these before everything crumbled. But I'm still going to apply this to our future together regardless* ❤️

🚀🌙🌘🌒🌕

Hey...

So, this is just another letter to you that I have no idea if you'll see...

I just wanted to remind you that I miss you. I miss everything about you. How you filled my day with calm and excitement at the same time. You made life more bright and complete when you were near. Your presence was appreciated.

I don't know what you've been up to... I just genuinely hope you're happy. Im not trying to force you into anything. I never did. My words are just pure honesty for the way I've always felt about you.

I know, I didn't really show you how much you truly meant to me when we were seeing each other. But it didn't mean I loved you any less. I only was reserved about it because I was just trying to keep myself from crossing boundaries you had set at the beginning. And I should have just told you before things got distant between us. So there would have been no doubts in your mind, about my feelings for you.

I'm so sorry that it's become like this. Because you are the only one I've ever had this much love for. From the very moment we met, it was always this pull of energy from you that I could never deny. It was so strong that I had to contact you first. Which is a new thing for me. That was something I never usually did with anyone else before. I'm not the one that normally will send a message to a guy first.

But we soon started to mirror our silence to each other. I understand it as learning how to sit and just be at peace within each other's presence. To learn to sit with one another in harmony. The silence taught me how to communicate with you with eye contact and body movements. The slightest graze of your hand on mine while we passed the peace pipe back and forth. Lol. It wasn't even about getting high. It was the glances that were exchanged. The smirks and smiles we gave each other. The calmness I felt in your energy was peaceful but still got my heart racing at full speed. Always making me smile so big.

When I looked into what i was experiencing after we had stopped speaking. I realized that you are my twin flame. I used to hear you all the time and i still do, telepathically. Which is quite amazing. I've learned a lot about you And i have loved you and have been in love with you. My love for you has always been unconditional tho. I have never made any limitations or regulations or expectations for receiving the love that I have for you.

After researching what this whole twin flame thing is about, the first time we stopped talking last Aug of 2025. I have a better understanding of who and what you are to me. I've realized and absolutely have accepted that I've been put here on this planet... In the same lifetime... In the same reality... Same dimension... Same timeline... So that I could teach you what it is to understand and know what unconditional love truly means. You don't owe me anything. You never had to work to earn it from me. You have my unconditional love because you, my real soul friend, exist. With a pure heart like mine. Yet deep down, if someone hurt the ones we love... They would really meet the thing we keep locked up within. A psychopath for revenge to the ones who have hurt, not us, but the ones we love the most. To make them feel how they made the ones we loved felt when they were hurt.

To know what it feels like to never be judged. Never to be looked at with judgement or hate in my heart and soul. To never feel condemned by your actions from your past, present or future. The love I have for you could never be swayed by external intrusive 3rd parties. It can never be broken, brushed aside, misunderstood, abandoned or given up freely or forcefully. It's something that lives deep inside my soul. To forever be a part of me, for eternity. No doubt in my heart or mind about this.

And even if we don't get to be together in this lifetime. Just know that, even tho I've tried to show you something your weren't willing to see or accept. Doesn't mean I loved you any less. You have always deserved everything because you were always enough. If, for any reason, I made you feel like I didn't want you around or that I didn't care... I'm so very sorry. I didn't realize at the time that I needed to work on being better at using my words. Because I got comfortable within the silence of our peace while we were together. But I never meant for your feelings and needs to be overlooked, even if it was just a situationship.

I'm not trying to make up any excuses for not realizing my lack of understanding, without being taught that it was okay to be vulnerable and open to process all my emotions in the correct way. I never saw that what I was lacking internally, was what I was neglecting in others when I was with them. It wasn't until I met you, that it started to matter. You are the reason for the jump in my true journey of wanting to understand myself better.

Because of you, I wanted to better myself in every way. I'm still a work in progress. Even if you haven't been a part of my life for a while now.

I've always wanted to be a part of your life. In whatever capacity you'd have me. But if you never wanted needed me like i need you... Then just know, my heart and soul will always be here to support you from a distance. I know we've had issues with external 3rd parties that have messed with our connection. Because of their own selfish reasons. Which I'll never understand trying to force anything into your direction if it's not meant to be for them.

\*To the girl that seems to think that you can take away my true twin flame... By using black magic to infiltrate and steal my words to use with him. To make it all seem and look like my words were originally yours. Because of your desperation in controlling a narrative that never belonged to you... You are only delaying, just a minor inconvenience. Because what is meant for me and mine, WIll ALWAYS BE MADE FOR ME. But the truth will always come to light. Just don't try to hurt or abuse him for your own benefit. Because you will regret every blow to his head and every lie to his heart you tell him about me. To cause confusion and hate in his heart for me.

Just know, I know what the truth is. And because it's not supposed to be this way, once he realizes it on his own... He will haunt you. For all the things you've kept him from. All the things that he's deserved. The things he truly needed from someone that was always willing and ready to give him freely without hesitation. You can't manipulate his heart. Love always will prevail and no matter how much you try. In the end, you will not win with deception and hatred in your intentions.\*

So, with that being said...JCW, I hope you know that I'll never hesitate to show up if you wanted to let me in again. To be there to support you for all the little things. And major things. Because your happiness means more to me than my own selfish wants. I never wanted to make you feel pressured to do anything. It was always up to you to do what you wanted for you to be happy. And whatever you decided I'd support. As long as you understood that I only would step in if you couldn't see that what you were doing was going to end up hurting you. Im only trying to protect you from what others try to hide from you. That's all. I'm not trying to mess with your life. But I'm never going to just sit idly by to let someone continue to manipulate you, to hurt you or mess with you for their own entertainment.

I do love you as a person. I've never wanted to change you ever. You were always perfect in my eyes and I could never ask you to change a thing. Your life to me, is worth more than any precious thing I could ever own. Because again, I can't replace you. No matter how what, you are an important person to me. Just know, i release you. To find your way in life. And i surrender to the universe, like I already have to continue to lead me to where I'm supposed to be. I know whatever happens, whatever lessons I have yet to learn... Is for a reason. Whether I agree with it or not. I just hope that the people meddling and creating unnecessary obstacles, will soon get their lessons from karma swiftly and immediately, so they may also grow and learn from their wrong doings. Since I have never tried to hurt anyone. I hope the truth I've always lived by, will continue to shine thru every dark lie.

Anyway, with that being said... I'll leave this here for you to find one day.

I miss you a lot. And i love you lots, my true twin flame.

🩷 Shirley L🐑

Aka Taylor Sweets☺️

Ps. Always ask for proof of what you're told. Or go straight to the source.

Hey...

So, this is just another letter to you that I have no idea if you'll see...

I just wanted to remind you that I miss you. I miss everything about you. How you filled my day with calm and excitement at the same time. You made life more bright and complete when you were near. Your presence was appreciated.

I don't know what you've been up to... I just genuinely hope you're happy. Im not trying to force you into anything. I never did. My words are just pure honesty for the way I've always felt about you.

I know, I didn't really show you how much you truly meant to me when we were seeing each other. But it didn't mean I loved you any less. I only was reserved about it because I was just trying to keep myself from crossing boundaries you had set at the beginning. And I should have just told you before things got distant between us. So there would have been no doubts in your mind, about my feelings for you.

I'm so sorry that it's become like this. Because you are the only one I've ever had this much love for. From the very moment we met, it was always this pull of energy from you that I could never deny. It was so strong that I had to contact you first. Which is a new thing for me. That was something I never usually did with anyone else before. I'm not the one that normally will send a message to a guy first.

But we soon started to mirror our silence to each other. I understand it as learning how to sit and just be at peace within each other's presence. To learn to sit with one another in harmony. The silence taught me how to communicate with you with eye contact and body movements. The slightest graze of your hand on mine while we passed the peace pipe back and forth. Lol. It wasn't even about getting high. It was the glances that were exchanged. The smirks and smiles we gave each other. The calmness I felt in your energy was peaceful but still got my heart racing at full speed. Always making me smile so big.

When I looked into what i was experiencing after we had stopped speaking. I realized that you are my twin flame. I used to hear you all the time and i still do, telepathically. Which is quite amazing. I've learned a lot about you And i have loved you and have been in love with you. My love for you has always been unconditional tho. I have never made any limitations or regulations or expectations for receiving the love that I have for you.

After researching what this whole twin flame thing is about, the first time we stopped talking last Aug of 2025. I have a better understanding of who and what you are to me. I've realized and absolutely have accepted that I've been put here on this planet... In the same lifetime... In the same reality... Same dimension... Same timeline... So that I could teach you what it is to understand and know what unconditional love truly means. You don't owe me anything. You never had to work to earn it from me. You have my unconditional love because you, my real soul friend, exist. With a pure heart like mine. Yet deep down, if someone hurt the ones we love... They would really meet the thing we keep locked up within. A psychopath for revenge to the ones who have hurt, not us, but the ones we love the most. To make them feel how they made the ones we loved felt when they were hurt.

To know what it feels like to never be judged. Never to be looked at with judgement or hate in my heart and soul. To never feel condemned by your actions from your past, present or future. The love I have for you could never be swayed by external intrusive 3rd parties. It can never be broken, brushed aside, misunderstood, abandoned or given up freely or forcefully. It's something that lives deep inside my soul. To forever be a part of me, for eternity. No doubt in my heart or mind about this.

And even if we don't get to be together in this lifetime. Just know that, even tho I've tried to show you something your weren't willing to see or accept. Doesn't mean I loved you any less. You have always deserved everything because you were always enough. If, for any reason, I made you feel like I didn't want you around or that I didn't care... I'm so very sorry. I didn't realize at the time that I needed to work on being better at using my words. Because I got comfortable within the silence of our peace while we were together. But I never meant for your feelings and needs to be overlooked, even if it was just a situationship.

I'm not trying to make up any excuses for not realizing my lack of understanding, without being taught that it was okay to be vulnerable and open to process all my emotions in the correct way. I never saw that what I was lacking internally, was what I was neglecting in others when I was with them. It wasn't until I met you, that it started to matter. You are the reason for the jump in my true journey of wanting to understand myself better.

Because of you, I wanted to better myself in every way. I'm still a work in progress. Even if you haven't been a part of my life for a while now.

I've always wanted to be a part of your life. In whatever capacity you'd have me. But if you never wanted needed me like i need you... Then just know, my heart and soul will always be here to support you from a distance. I know we've had issues with external 3rd parties that have messed with our connection. Because of their own selfish reasons. Which I'll never understand trying to force anything into your direction if it's not meant to be for them.

\*To the girl that seems to think that you can take away my true twin flame... By using black magic to infiltrate and steal my words to use with him. To make it all seem and look like my words were originally yours. Because of your desperation in controlling a narrative that never belonged to you... You are only delaying, just a minor inconvenience. Because what is meant for me and mine, WIll ALWAYS BE MADE FOR ME. But the truth will always come to light. Just don't try to hurt or abuse him for your own benefit. Because you will regret every blow to his head and every lie to his heart you tell him about me. To cause confusion and hate in his heart for me.

Just know, I know what the truth is. And because it's not supposed to be this way, once he realizes it on his own... He will haunt you. For all the things you've kept him from. All the things that he's deserved. The things he truly needed from someone that was always willing and ready to give him freely without hesitation. You can't manipulate his heart. Love always will prevail and no matter how much you try. In the end, you will not win with deception and hatred in your intentions.\*

So, with that being said...JCW, I hope you know that I'll never hesitate to show up if you wanted to let me in again. To be there to support you for all the little things. And major things. Because your happiness means more to me than my own selfish wants. I never wanted to make you feel pressured to do anything. It was always up to you to do what you wanted for you to be happy. And whatever you decided I'd support. As long as you understood that I only would step in if you couldn't see that what you were doing was going to end up hurting you. Im only trying to protect you from what others try to hide from you. That's all. I'm not trying to mess with your life. But I'm never going to just sit idly by to let someone continue to manipulate you, to hurt you or mess with you for their own entertainment.

I do love you as a person. I've never wanted to change you ever. You were always perfect in my eyes and I could never ask you to change a thing. Your life to me, is worth more than any precious thing I could ever own. Because again, I can't replace you. No matter what happens, you are an important person to me. Just know, i release you, if that's what you wanted... To find your way in life. And i surrender to the universe, like I already have to continue to lead me to where I'm supposed to be. I know whatever happens, whatever lessons I have yet to learn... Is for a reason. Whether I agree with it or not. I just hope that the people meddling and creating unnecessary obstacles, will soon get their lessons from karma swiftly and immediately, so they may also grow and learn from their wrong doings. Since I have never tried to hurt anyone. I hope the truth I've always lived by, will continue to shine thru every dark lie.

Anyway, with that being said... I'll leave this here for you to find one day.

I miss you a lot. And i love you lots, my true twin flame.

🩷 Shirley L🐑 Aka Taylor Sweets☺️

Ps. Always ask for proof of what you're told. Or go straight to the source.

My Honey Bun...

This has been fun, exhilarating, exhausting and excitingly chaotic. But, we can cut the games now...

I will cease to participate in this "universal podcast" until you get a sign to me somehow and tell me where to go. I need to see it physically with my own eyes. Because my ears and mind can be quite deceiving with limratz a plenty ruining everything!

Please, i need to see you. I'm losing my mind. I've shown you that i have consistently only wanted YOU! And it's not my fault you fucking believe EVERYONE ELSE OVER ME!

I have never once shown you disinterest in you. It is not my fault you got catfished by a rat and believed that horrible dingle berry was me, or that i would even say anything like that to you in the first place!

I need to talk to you! Please! This is NOT LIMERANCE! i am in love with you and you are my one and only twin flame! I need you! Always! I don't need anyone that BUT YOU!

PLEASE! SEND A DM, A TEXT OR EVEN CALL!

BTW, who has been using my identity lately? Cuz i never agreed to let anyone use my info. I got a bone to pick with that one!

Anyway, get ahold of me RIGHT NOW!

forever&always,

🩷 ShirleyL🐑

Look, you wanna tell lies?

Then be sure it can't be cancelled out with solid evidence.

Did you forget?

That there is a thing called "proof"?

It's too prove that your bullshitting.

That your words are contradictions...

I have the fucking proof of everything Ive said.

You wanna try to go against my honesty?

Fucking, go ahead...

But know this, you'll never win!

Because I can actually back up everything I've said...100% of the fucking time!

If you claim to be me,

You better have solid evidence that it was really, "me" !

Or what was said, becomes fucking irrelevant!

Truth be told, i don't talk to anyone....

So, whatever was said about me?

Has all been fucking false! Lies! Bullshit!

And if you want to know if it was true...

Then ask for PROOF FROM THE ACTUAL ME!

NOT SOMEONE PRETENDING TO BE ME!

AND GET MY NUMBER RIGHT!

IT'S NEVER CHANGED... AND I DIDN'T GIVE IT TO ANYONE ELSE EITHER!

YOU'VE BEEN CAT FISHED BY THAT BITCH YOU'RE WITH, PRETENDING TO BE ME!

CUZ THOSE WHORES AREN'T MY FRIENDS AND NEVER WILL BE!

SO JUST REMEMBER, IF IT DOESN'T SEEM FITTING TO HOW I AM?

THEY ARE PROBABLY 100% LYING TO YOU.

To my Honey🍯 Bun,

This comes from a place in me that doesn’t speak often...but when it does, it tells the truth.

With you, everything feels deeper than I expected. It’s not just the way we talk or the moments we share...it’s how you stay with me afterward, in my thoughts, in the quiet spaces of my day. There’s something about you that feels meaningful in a way I can’t ignore, like you’re not just passing through my life… you’re leaving something real in it.

I see you...not just the strong, confident side you show the world, but the quieter, more thoughtful parts too. The parts that feel deeply, that care more than you probably let on. And that’s the version of you I’m drawn to the most. It makes me want to meet you there with the same honesty, the same openness.

I don’t love lightly. When my heart chooses, it chooses with intention. And somewhere along the way, without forcing it, without even fully realizing when it happened… it started choosing you.

Not just as someone I care about, but as someone I admire. Someone I feel proud of. Someone I could stand beside and say, “That’s my person.”

You have this way of carrying yourself that makes it easy to see you as someone important...someone worth showing up for, worth being loyal to, worth giving my softness to without fear. And I won’t pretend that doesn’t matter to me. It does. Because when I care about someone, I want them to feel it in a way that’s undeniable. I want you to feel chosen by me...not occasionally, not halfway, but fully.

But more than anything, what matters to me is us...what we create together. I don’t want something surface-level or temporary. I want something that feels calm and real, where we can both be ourselves and still feel safe, still feel wanted. I want the kind of connection where we don’t have to question where we stand, because it’s felt in everything we do.

I’m not perfect, and I won’t always get everything right. But what I can promise is that what I feel is genuine. It’s steady. And it’s yours, if you want it.

Because you’re not just someone to me.

You’re someone I could choose...again and again, without hesitation.

🩷 Your Honey Bunches of Oats (shirley L🐑)

Honey Bun,

I need you to really hear me on this. I was not the one who broke your trust, so I don’t understand why I’m the one being put through all of these tests. I’ve never given you a reason to question who I am, yet here I am, having to prove myself over and over again.

Why is it so hard to believe me for who I’ve consistently shown myself to be? Instead of trusting your own experience with me, it feels like you’re letting other people define me for you...and not just anyone, but people who clearly don’t like me. That’s not fair. It’s actually painful to know that their words are being given more weight than my actions.

You’ve formed an opinion of me based on what others have said, rather than what I’ve shown you directly. That feels like being judged without a chance to be seen honestly. I need you to recognize how damaging that is.

At the same time, I’m asking you to take a step back and look at who you’re allowing into your space. Not everyone around you has good intentions. Some people will say and do things to create doubt and division, and you deserve better than that. I don’t want to see you hurt because of it.

I’m not asking for blind trust...I’m asking for fair trust. The kind that comes from what you’ve personally seen and experienced with me, not what others have tried to convince you of.

So I’ll ask again: how many tests are going to be enough, and when do I finally get to just be believed?

Where are their fucking tests? How is this fucking fair? Yet they get to sit with you and spend time with you... While I'm stuck on the outside and they've all blocked me from contacting you for what?!

IM AT MY WITS END... IF YOU WANT TO CHOOSE THOSE STUPID WHORES... THEN I'LL NEVER CONTACT YOU AGAIN.

BUT I'D RATHER YOU DO WHAT'S BEST FOR US, TODAY, RIGHT NOW! PLEASE!

I LOVE YOU AND GET TREATED THIS WAY... BUT THEY FUCKING HATE YOU AND ONLY WANT YOUR MONEY AND YOUR TREAT THEM LIKE THEY DESERVE ANY IT! HOW IS THAT FAIR?!