u/Sixela16

How to describe the genre, I felt like this was poetry

Credit to @worshipandwounds

I saw this posted on instagram and felt it is perfect in every sentence to describe ST, I thought this sub would also appreciate this.

Credit to @worshipandwounds

You're right this isn't metal. But I will tell you what it is.

It's grief learning how to breathe again

It's devotion that borders on self-destruction.

It's the part of you that wakes up at 3am and replays every version of yourself you've ever been.

It's softness wrapped in distortion. Vulnerability screaming because whispering was never enough.

This is music for people who feel too much and say too little.

For those who learned early how to dissociate.

How to survive.

How to make peace with the dark, just to get through the day.

It's ritual. It's confession. It's the space between sleep and waking, where the shadow self finally speaks.

It's anger without bravado.

Sadness without shame.

Love without guarantees.

It doesn't fit neatly into a genre because it isn't trying to impress anyone.

It's trying to tell the truth.

This isn't music meant to dominate a room. It's music meant to sit beside you when no one else knows what to say.

So no, it's not metal. It's emotional archaeology. It's psychological exposure. It's permission to feel everything you've been taught to suppress.

And for some of us that's heavier than anything else.

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u/Sixela16 — 1 day ago
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Vyvanse changed my life then it didn’t

Been on Ritalin since teenage years now (30F), tried D didn’t work until I started Vyvanse nearly 4 years ago I got my life together incredibly, set routines and disciplines I could stick to also added a 5mg Dex booster 2 years ago I lived in the gym became the healthiest I’ve ever been depressive episodes seemed so far and few, I am happy, life is great. About a year after that I started experiencing severe social anxiety I don’t drink or smoke so I already feel on the outside usually but this evolved into couldn’t even do coffee with a friend type anxiety. I felt crushed and isolated so I weaned off everything, I was able to keep most of my routines in place and still maintain my health lifestyle but it now feels draining like I’m slowly sinking in tar. I’ve been on semax and selank since the Feb and can say I don’t feel anxious or depressed but it is still a up hill battle to keep my life together, do I go back to V before the life I’ve worked incredibly hard for slips away?

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u/Sixela16 — 8 days ago