u/Skirrle

Normally, I try to ignore comments (or what I perceive as comments) from others. I think that's healthier, a bit of being detached from the world.

But I wanted to try something new; I went out alone, went shopping, went to the beach, had a meal... I hadnt been able to go out in a long time.

But then I remembered why I hadn't gone out alone in a long time, or even why I hadn't gone out at all. The trees broke my heart (???) and even the beach worms were disgusted by me.

I was sure I wouldnt be affected by things like this, but here I am. I'll take fertilizer to the trees next time, but I don't know when I'll be able to go out again.

I dont even know why I wanted to isolate myself, but I wondered if there were others like me.

Completely isolating myself from the outside world is almost impossible, but I think its probably the thing I most want to try and do. Sleeping somewhere alone with a close friend, like in a forest, mountains, or by a river. And I would love to fall asleep for days so I wouldnt have to talk to anyone

Actually, Id love to do these things even without a friend, but I think I have more fun with my friends 🙂

I have a girlfriend who always says she wants to help me, I hope she does. But I dont know how to help myself, and naturally, our relationship grows distant whenever Im sad or upset. She always tells me I can talk about it, but I'm always like this, and I know shell get bored if we keep talking about it. My question is, how much and what should I tell her?

Perhaps it would be better if I asked her the question, but getting an objective opinion wouldnt hurt, I suppose...

I really like kefir and I wanna drink liters of it😋

Im thinking of getting kefir grains and making my own kefir at home, but access to kefir grains is very, very difficult for me. Tha’s why the grains need to last me a long time. Do they keep reproducing forever? Does their quality decrease as they reproduce? And if they dont reproduce forever, how long do they typically keep producing?

I have no family, no friends, no one who understands me. No one cares about what I say, and I feel like theyre lying to me theyre not being sincere. All I want is for someone to sit down and listen to me genuinely. But that doesnt happen, and I cant change anyone to listen to me. So, are there any websites or activity suggestions for those seeking help?

I actually buy from a few local websites, but theyre usually insufficient when I need specific sizes. For example, if I want to buy a simple 3.5mm jump ring, they dont have those sizes in my country. And buying from abroad is a bit difficult in Türkiye (due to new tax laws). Does anyone have any suggestions on where I can buy them?

I was diagnosed with schizophrenia when I was 14 and honestly I am pretty good at hiding it. About six months before I got diagnosed when I first started showing symptoms I managed to hide it from my family too.

Now I am in high school and besides one friend nobody knows about it. I actually used to have a lot of friends but once they found out about my illness none of them wanted to stay friends with me anymore.

My condition isnt that severe at least I think so not nearly as bad as some of the experiences I have read from people on this subreddit. I have not even been taking medication for a while and I cant say I have been struggling too much.

Recently I started liking a girl and I found out that she has ADHD too. I really want to confess my feelings to her but I dont know if I can trust her enough to tell her my secret my schizophrenia. I really dont want this spreading around school.

Also the reason I marked this post as NSFW is because we follow each other and I am hoping she wont be able to see this post since she has NSFW content turned off.

I hope I am not violating any community rules.

Thank you for your responses.

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I saw a kid at school playing these kinds of songs on Spotify. There are more songs like this in the playlist, and after listening to a few, I don't know, they sounded really weird. What are these kinds of songs called, or do they have no name? I don't want to be prejudiced, but could the person listening to them be some kind of wannabe weirdo or something?