I miss her so much it hurts

I lost my mom to cancer at fourteen- caught late, from diagnosis to death it was about 20 days.

Im 18 now, i feel as though my grief is growing more and more vicious.

I hate that i have to keep living with this feeling i always carry. I am so jealous of my friends ( and them not having dead moms ), it’s pitiful.

I miss having a mom, I so deeply wish i still did. I wish I could change the world.

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u/Smart_Let_5183 — 5 days ago

Recently started birth control

hi, i dont have any women in my life to ask so, here i am. I started birth control pills only like 2 weeks ago, im taking Nikki. But i woke up this morning with like pretty bad (in my range) period cramps. If i wasnt on bc i would be getting my period in like 2 days, but it hurts really bad and im quite nauseous. Was wondering if this is normal at all.

Im only two weeks in and ive already been going through it. its making me depressed and now making me feel sick. Not sure if i want to stick with it, but i feel like i havent been on it long enough to know.

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u/Smart_Let_5183 — 26 days ago

No women in my life to ask, Can having sex cause irregular periods?

Ive always had very regular periods. i started being sexually active 4 months ago, and ever since theyve been very irregular. my last cycle was 54 days (23 days late).

Its stressful and i was wondering if anyone else has experienced this

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u/Smart_Let_5183 — 2 months ago

help help help

Is there a line there???? I cant tell if i looked at it too much or what. I could only partially see it at certain angles/with light a certain way. Could it be an indent line? As you can see in the third picture theres nothing there.

The most recent sex i had was 14 days ago so ik its a bit early. We always used condoms. My period is 12 days late. Im stressed!!

I’m 18 abt to graduate highschool i really really cant be pregnant.

u/Smart_Let_5183 — 3 months ago

my period is 8 days late (42 day cycle) im 18 and i’ve had my period for 5 years and i’ve never been this late
i’ve had protected sex multiple times this cycle but theres never been an issue, im always really careful

i took a pregnancy test yesterday and 2 days before that and both were completely negative but im still freaked out.

i did have strep throat right before ovulation, and during my last period i traveled pretty far, and walked alot more than normal

could i be pregnant?? or could stress + sickness be delaying my period this much

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u/Smart_Let_5183 — 4 months ago

Im 18 f and i had sex (w condom) on the 13th (near ovulation) and the 21st. on the 24th and 25th i had light pink spotting on and off. ive never experienced that before and its got me really anxious. my period is 2 days late and was due yesterday. theyre usually regular but since ivebeen more sexually active theyve gotten more irregular, the latest ive ever been is 5 days. should i be worrying??

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u/Smart_Let_5183 — 4 months ago