I miss her so much it hurts
I lost my mom to cancer at fourteen- caught late, from diagnosis to death it was about 20 days.
Im 18 now, i feel as though my grief is growing more and more vicious.
I hate that i have to keep living with this feeling i always carry. I am so jealous of my friends ( and them not having dead moms ), it’s pitiful.
I miss having a mom, I so deeply wish i still did. I wish I could change the world.