u/SnowflowerWRA

hi! i never really know how to write these but here goes nothing.

im 32 and transfemme, currently between jobs (i promise i'm not a loser but working in tech sucks right now between layoffs) and im a pretty heavy introverted girlfailure doing her best to girltry to girlsuccess. im an introvert and spend most my time at home doing 'nerd' hobbies, and want to make it very clear, im very happy to get to know people but am not super capable of moving or doing much outside of a yearning long distance internet romance where we write our names in the stars and pine in a way only lesbians can. (i wont ever ask you for money, i have severance and can take care of myself for the most part, just unlucky with a department layoff i promise)

so a bit about me, i guess, im kinda just what happens when a person who grew up on tumblr and roleplaying weeb stuff grows up, but is still involved in silly online nerd culture so... im still a hot topic teen at heart. big fan of gachaslop (mostly genshin and hsr) and mmos and vrchat, fandom stuff like the stuff mentioned before but also digital circus, plushie collection, figure collecting, and pampering my two very old cats that mean the world to me. im happy to share my plushie collection with you and id love to see if you collect anything or also have your own hyperfixations.

id love some kinda mutual company that has similar energy or vibes, where the internet feels like a home more than just a thing that exists. i love watching shows and anime, we could start up a bg3 campaign or something id really wanna do is do genhsin achievements together. friends are lovely too, it doesnt need to be romantic, but i'd be lying if i said i didnt wanna do dumb stuff like have matching homura and madoka or columbina and sandrone pfps on discord. im a yearner and a pathetic edater. my libido isn't the highest, i just kinda want genuine company, someone that makes days less lonely and id love to listen to you yap about your interests and hobbies.

hope to hear from you folks~

Hi friends! 💕

So I'm not technically a new player. I started at launch and played up through a bit of Inazuma before taking a very long break. The main reason I'm finally coming back is because I'm absolutely in love with Sandrone and Columbina...

Before I quit, I ended up saving around 470 pulls (and I'm earning more as I work through the story), so I'm trying to figure out the smartest way to invest them.

My current teams are all pretty ancient by todays standards.

Ganyu / Mona / Sucrose / Kokomi

Hu Tao / Xingqiu / Kaeya / Zhongli

They still function, but they're definitely showing their age compared to modern teams and I've had to ask for help in co-op to clear some domains because of it ;w;

I do have C6 Beidou and C0 Qiqi from playing back then for Sandrone but my roster isn't super developed and I really don't have any new characters ;w;

Since resources are pretty limited while I'm getting caught back up, I was wondering what the best long-term plan would be. My biggest goal is building the strongest Sandrone and Columbina teams I can. I know there's a lot of discussion around Yae right now, but from the perspective of someone returning after years away and not having endless resources to build everyone, what characters would you prioritize pulling or investing in?

Any advice would be super appreciated! I'm feeling a little lost but very excited to finally be back 💖

hi hello. i never really know how to write these without sounding like a complete disaster, but i guess that's kind of the point.

i'm basically terminally online and looking for someone to exist with.

like, genuinely. i don't need us to be doing exciting things all the time. i mostly want company. i want someone who's around a lot. someone to sit in vc with while we both do our own thing, play games together, stream random videos to each other, show each other things we're excited about, and slowly develop that "i don't even remember when we started talking, it just feels like you've always been here" kind of friendship.

i'm a neet, kind of a shut-in, and very much a girlfailure. not in a cool, mysterious, e-girl way. more in a "needs occasional attention or she starts metaphorically pawing at your sleeve and making little meow noises" kind of way. i'm clingy, needy, awkward, and weirdly bad at being a person despite somehow making it to my 30s.

i don't think i ever really grew up, honestly.

i've always been kind of a dorky internet girl. i was the kid carameldansening at anime cons when i was younger and social, watching anime amvs annd roleplaying kingdom hearets and naruyto crossovers on forums (gaia online) for hours, collecting pictures of anime girls for ocs, and getting way too attached to fictional characters. i've just kind of continued being that person. my interests have changed over time, but the vibe hasn't. i went from being obsessed with invader zim and hot topic mall-goth things to being obsessed with digital circus, hazbin hotel, gacha gaming and mmos, and collecting plushies and figures. i've basically remained the same person, just no longer a cute and youthful young girl.

speaking of which, i love collecting things. i have a bunch of figures and plushies and can happily show them off if you're into that sort of thing. i even have the entire official digital circus plush set because apparently i have no self-control when it comes to them. showing people my collection and seeing theirs is honestly one of my favorite ways to bond.

gaming wise, i'm really, really looking for someone to play genshin impact, honkai star rail, and ffxiv with. those are probably my biggest comfort games right now, but really if you play any gahca and dont judge me for doing the same it'd be nice, its just comfy to talk about them with someone. i don't even necessarily care what we're doing in them. we can do dailies, work on story, grind events, help each other build characters, sit in limsa, decorate our teapots, farm relics, or literally just exist in game together.

i'm honestly not very interested in shooters or competitive games. no offense if you love them, but they're just not my thing. i want comfy games. cozy games. games where we can talk and be silly and spend time together without feeling stressed.

i also love watching anime even if i havent watched any in a while (my favorite is love chuunibyo and other delusions), watching random youtube videos that are 2+ hour video essays on topics that im not familiar with to feel smart, drawing, sharing memes, and just generally parallel playing. i think body doubling is magical. we can draw together. clean our rooms. read. write oc lore. do chores. job hunt (i want to get better sorry perpetual neets) and complain about it. bedrot while watching anime. attempt to go outside and immediately regret it.

i'm not looking for someone super put together. i'd actually prefer if you're also a little socially cooked. maybe you're shy. maybe you've spent way too much time online. maybe you struggle starting conversations. maybe you're lonely in that weird, specific way where you don't even need constant entertainment anymore, you mostly just want another person's presence.

i think my ideal friendship is honestly just becoming each other's default person. being excited to wake up and see messages from each other. hanging out way too much. sending dumb little updates throughout the day. having someone around who makes life feel a little softer and less lonely.

some red flags:
❌ terminally online
❌ sleep schedule is absolutely destroyed
❌ needy, neurotic, and slightly avoidant
❌ gets kind of sad if left alone too long
❌ awkward at replying and occasionally needs to be gently dragged into conversations
❌ way too emotionally attached to fictional characters
❌ has the interests of a 15-year-old hot topic kid despite being a grown woman
❌ one bad day away from becoming an actual cryptid

some green flags:
✅ very loyal
✅ down to spend absurd amounts of time together
✅ loves watching things with people
✅ loves showing people cute collections and hearing them talk about things they're passionate about
✅ will happily sit in vc for six hours doing absolutely nothing
✅ likes taking care of people and comfy vibes
✅ fellow girlfailures get bonus points
✅ zero judgment if you're also kind of a disaster
✅ genuinely just wants company

i'm mostly looking for friendship and companionship. romantically im sapphic (GAY and no you're not the exception) so i just want to make that clear in case that's what you're looking for. i want someone to be pathetic and online with. someone to spam messages to. someone to send cute things to. someone to hang out with while we both slowly become housecats that occasionally play gacha games and watch cartoons.

please tell me about yourself if you message. what games do you play? what anime or weird internet things are you into? do you collect anything? what's your sleep schedule like? are you also kind of a disaster?

let's pretend we're the only two people online for a while. ♡

hey, i don’t really know how to do these but whatever. i’m basically terminally online and pretty much just looking for someone to exist with. like i just want to be on vc together 24/7 doing absolutely nothing or playing some mmo or other game or watching shows. i’m not really good at talking to new people, i just want someone who gets the “we’ve already known each other forever” vibes right away.

i’m big on mmos (ffxiv and wow mostly), VRChat is something i wanna do more, i have avatar ideas but dont like big groups, but small ones or cuddling and watching movies is always fun, and i really love minecraft but its hard to play alone. i also play some gachas, so itd be cute if we played similar ones or even different ones and could yap about the stories.

usually down to watch anime or literally anything together, i just want someone to exist with me while we both rot (bonus points if we make it codependent & gross). i’m really lonely and honestly kinda bad at functioning if i’m left alone for too long, so if you’re also clingy as hell that’d be cool.

not really normal or “together,” super girlfailure energy. i’m one step away from meowing for attention ngl. just want to be someone’s favorite person and spend too much time together doing literally nothing. got laid off about two months ago and the inside of my place feels haunted even though i really dont have much company outside my cats and family.

if you wanna be pathetic and online with me, drop your discord <3