u/Soft-Vermicelli-5408

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I think I pass as local in many European countries

I'm at a crossroads between INTJ, INTP, and ENTP. I have multiple unfinished essays which I intended to end and established set times to work on them, but I actually do them in random bursts of energy. They're my own essays; I hate people telling me what to do, and might have Pathological Demand Avoidance (though I'm unsure). I have an autism diagnosis. I really love organizing things, and believe that my specific outlook that I established can be applied virtually anywhere. I am terrible with comforting others, and with comforting myself. I have an addiction to technology. I don't talk much with my partner, but worry of them being dependent on me or resenting me. My main interests are political science, sociology, and theoretical economics. I enjoy loopholes and technicalities. When others criticize me, I either self-criticize, play it off, or over-intellectually criticize them. I don't fare well in actual debates, but it's likely because I haven't been exposed to them much. Well, I have had debates with people I know, and I've succeeded. I enjoy debates in general.. As for my ideas, I want to share them with people and I want them to become widely adopted, but I am afraid they are too complex for the average person to understand. I've taken two tests;

• Michael Caloz: I took it twice. The first time, it said ENTP for the top result. The second, it said INTP for the top result. ENTP and INTP were second in both, respectively. INTJ was third.
• 16Personalities: I took it three times. Each time, I got INTP.