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I don’t think you’ll ever love me the way I love you. I don’t want to say goodbye. Please don’t let me go through this again. It hurts too much. I thought I could get over it and leave it be, but I can’t. I don’t want to be loved by anyone else but you. This isn’t fair and I know life isn’t fair. I’m trying to love someone else. I’m trying to make new memories. I don’t want to create a life without you in it. No else’s touch can replicate how you touched me. No one is ever going to go out their way to make sure I have a good day. I wish I treated you better. I wish I could’ve given you more. If you want my heart take it! If you want my soul take it! I’m nothing without you. I feel like a fraud. A monster. I’m a fallen angel with clipt wings.

Today is your birthday and I’m torn. I hope your family is treating you well and that your new friends celebrate you. I wish I could bring in this new chapter with you but that’s me being selfish. You deserve every good thing that happens to you. I love you no matter what and one day I know you’ll fall in love with someone you can’t live without. I could never wish any ill will on you because I’m not that type of person. Happy birthday my love and don’t be afraid to accomplish your dreams. You have a heart of gold and the person you love will be lucky to have you.

I don’t care if you’re sick, I don’t care if you’re contagious, I would kiss you even if you were dead.