Was just curious if people think that the impact is significant, I'm now aware that the character becomes a part of LIS 2 thanks to a friend but she said she just continued playing and that it didn't affect the game too much.
SA INVOLVING 2 MINORS.
Back in late 2024/early 2025 I was 14-15 and in my first ever relationship with a boy. This relationship was seriously toxic & abusive but at the time I was completely delusional and was convinced he loved me.
This boy is plain evil, 3 days before he first sexually assulted me I had my first kiss and later that evening we were talking about our relationship and I very very clearly stated & reminded him that this is my first ever relationship and I want to take things slowly, my friends were fully aware of me wanting to be slow as well. Then obviously 3 days later, exactly 2 WEEKS in the relationship he assulted me for the first time. By this point, I was deeply in love with him and had many other factors of severe stress in my life meaning I didn't fully comprehend what had happened. I only told my 2 best friends at the time I believe that we had done sexual things. Both of which were shocked.
That's the beginning of the SA, and frequently after, every time we would see eachother basically, he would be abusive in some sort of way, whether it was choking me which was a VERY clear boundary I had set as I don't like being touched around my neck, or forcing me to makeout on the sides of main roads. My general friend group now knew that we were doing sexual things and when I explained that I didn't really want to do it they continously told me it was wrong.
The worst occasion & the time I started to realise that this definitely wasn't normal was when he forced me to give him head. I kept shaking my head as he shoved it down towards his yknow and I felt genuinley sick and didn't want to do it. I couldn't even talk and say no because I was so anxious. A few days after this I told my friends what had happened and once again they told me that what he was doing was wrong, even moreso now because he was being openly toxic to me anywhere & everywhere.
We broke up a few weeks after that incident and I was absolutely devastated as I still hadn't fully processed what had happened and I at the time had such low self esteem that I believed he was the only person that would ever love me (he never loved me in the first place mind you).
It took me I believe 3 months after we broke up to actually process and come to the realisation that I was sexually assulted because I had so much going on in my life. The same day I realised I sent a message in my friendgroup gc stating that I had came to that realisation, expecting them to cut him off due to it and not knowing they had not infact cut him off.
His best friend assulted someone else we knew as well and I believed that because they all claimed to hate her ex knowing that my ex had done the same meant they had no good reason to continue to interact with either of them.
A few weeks after that I get a dm from someone in one of my classes who knew that he was my ex stating that she had seen my group with my SA'er and my friends SA'er. Safe to say that this absolutely devastated me as I had been friends with all of these people for YEARS whereas they'd only known him a matter of months. I confronted them and they simply didn't even bother to reply.
As of more recently I know that one or several of my friends have gone around accusing me of being a liar. Rightfully so I am so angry at them as they were the ones telling me that what he was doing to me was wrong & because I am the 3rd person to accuse him of SA which is genuinley a disgusting statistic as I worked out that there is approximately a 1/10000 chance I am lying with there being 2 other accusations, even less of a chance because atleast 1 of the other girls has quite a lot of evidence.
And I honestly think it's strange to say that I am more moved on in processing my assult then losing my friends. The assult is definitely the bigger trauma and I get flashbacks every now & then however I still think about how my friends betrayed me almost every day and it makes me so angry and upset knowing that they would do that to me, especially as like I said I've known several of them for 3-5+ years.