u/Some-Alfalfa68

Who knows what the definition of love is or if we've ever found it. Yesterday I turned 19.

I've been with my boyfriend for over a year and a half now. I've spent two birthdays with him.

I love him lots. We live together but I feel like he feels trapped with me because he doesn't make enough money to save up and move out.

Sometimes my consent isn't listened to and I don't think that's very nice. I don't have anyone else besides him and my parents though so I just tolerate it

I have art though. And my OC. I still don't have a name for her but I've found she is expressed when drawing myself is too complicated or ugly.

I don't like how I look. I gained 50 lbs on this medication for my mental health. Or it's all my fault.. probably both. But either way I was ravenous and would binge eat because I never felt full and eating normally felt like I was starving myself.

I'm also missing a tooth and I look weird

But it's okay because I think all of America is fat and I'm relatively average in terms of where I live.

I don't know whether I want to take her out of the box or not. I adore her details. that's what made me want to collect the line. My mom's awesome!

Bzzzzt bzzt bzzt bzzt bzzt bzzt bzzt bzzzzt bzzt bzzt

Inspired by an episode I had recently. I've been seeing worms a lot. I used to think I had worms in my throat and it would confuse me. I think I'm getting worse