I’m nonbinary and thinking of starting testosterone. I want a deeper voice and a more masculine face and more muscle and strength. I don’t want facial or more body hair or bottom growth. Is there a way I can achieve this? I thought of going on it for 6 months then stopping but apparently the fat redistribution and muscles and strength go back to before and I don’t want that. Any advice?
I keep getting really dissociated for a couple hours in the evening/night and it feels like shit. I don’t know how to stop it. One theory for why it’s been happening lately is that I ran out of my pregabalin for my fibromyalgia and haven’t been taking it for like a month. I don’t know if pregabalin withdrawals can cause daily dissociation though. I can’t get any more for a while because I lost my insurance and just got a new one and need to wait for an appointment. I try listening to music, I try eating something sour, I hold ice, I wash my face with cold water but nothing seems to help. The closest thing to something that helps is forcing myself to take a nap but I don’t want to do that all the time and sometimes I can’t force myself no matter how hard I try. Does anyone have any idea what this could be and how to stop it?
I keep getting really dissociated for a couple hours in the evening/night and it feels like shit. I don’t know how to stop it. One theory for why it’s been happening lately is that I ran out of my pregabalin for my fibromyalgia and haven’t been taking it for like a month. I don’t know if pregabalin withdrawals can cause daily dissociation though. I can’t get any more for a while because I lost my insurance and just got a new one and need to wait for an appointment. I try listening to music, I try eating something sour, I hold ice, I wash my face with cold water but nothing seems to help. The closest thing to something that helps is forcing myself to take a nap but I don’t want to do that all the time and sometimes I can’t force myself no matter how hard I try. Does anyone have any idea what this could be and how to stop it?