u/Sophisticated_Punk_

Is it normal to have a feeling to blow your head off with a gun

I’m 29M, I don’t literally have a gun neither i plan to do anything. But i randomly get this feeling at-least 1-2 times in a day. It usually happens when i feel failed. I have history of anxiety and depression somehow managed to survive it, been through therapist and doctors but i have hyper analysing mind i didn’t took them seriously! It happens more when i get thoughts like im not doing very good at business, why my girl left me, if i get face family drama stuff! I have messed up emotions, i get high on joint every day now to feel somewhat better

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u/Sophisticated_Punk_ — 2 days ago

29M | Haryana, near Chandigarh

5’10, into gym, boxing & tennis. Financially sorted (7-figure+), own cars & properties. I also have a very sweet adopted dog 🐶

Looking for someone who values a good lifestyle, communicates well (English), and is emotionally mature & grounded — you’re welcome to be part of my business post marriage, but no pressure.

Background: Brahmin

Why I’m here — recently got out of a relationship, and parents are pushing towards arranged marriage, which I’m not keen on. Prefer something organic.

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u/Sophisticated_Punk_ — 19 days ago