Is it normal to have a feeling to blow your head off with a gun
I’m 29M, I don’t literally have a gun neither i plan to do anything. But i randomly get this feeling at-least 1-2 times in a day. It usually happens when i feel failed. I have history of anxiety and depression somehow managed to survive it, been through therapist and doctors but i have hyper analysing mind i didn’t took them seriously! It happens more when i get thoughts like im not doing very good at business, why my girl left me, if i get face family drama stuff! I have messed up emotions, i get high on joint every day now to feel somewhat better