u/SorinSnow

So im all over the place and id say its close to 40% masc spec, 30% enby spec, and 30% fem spec, AMAB, but i have some deeeeep swings, and so ive come to ask for some advice on how to deal with the dysmorphia. Like, rn, im super deep fem to the point im in that last few % of the fem side of the spectrum where i want the penis GONE, GONE GONE, DELETED, GET IT OFF. ive been here before and just suffered through it and at the same time i know this is just a girl phase and i know that majority of the time its gonna be either ambivalent or the opposite about genitalia and it wont be an issue, in fact i know that more often than this im gonna be the opposite and if i actually went to get some sorta bottom surgery it would only be making the problem worse because i have more masc days where i would both regret it AND have dysmorphia about the vagina than fem days where it solves things. and i just, i need some help, how do other people deal with this? Im so jealous of this one One Piece character, Emperio Ivankov, since their Devil Fruit is the fluid DREAM of being able to just hot swap hormones and physical sex on a whim. Im so jealous of even static trans since they can just one and done get some gender affirming care and never have to deal with this again. and i just, i need help.

So ive been deep diving AO3 for months now and ive noticed that like 80% of the alt starting vampires fics are like. Legs and Pyro, sometimes its Legs and someone else or Pyro and someone else, and once i saw Shelby and Avid who were personality swapped anyway. Why is it always Legs and Pyro? Genuinely? Like... Why not something less overdone like Apo and Pearl or Ren and someone? Id write it myself but i cant, im not a writer, i just go full blank the second i attempt anything.

So while exploring i entered a cave in area 9 that had a little skull sigil on the floor, when i stepped on it there was a scene with a bunch of Bonkeys dancing around me and they left behind an item orb, i picked it up and it said Bonkey Torch but that item is nowhere to be seen in my inventory on any tab, nor is it a crafting recipe? whats going on????? is it a bugged item or am i just missing it or what is happening??????

So like, Skills like Vigorcure and Treatment level up and obv get better as they go, but then skills like Hydrotherapy and Sweet Honey don't but show up later in the level up learnsets of the various healing Animon, which implies that theyre better. However, none of them say how much they heal at all. Does anyone have a comprehensive list of which skills heal how much?