it's a sketch of my psychiatrist chuuya x patient dazai au and it's honestly kinda bad... can we tell i can't draw straitjackets or clothing in general? anyway i hope y'all like it, i'm also open to criticism so if you have any you can put it in the comments🥹
so basically i tend to get attached to characters very easily, especially characters that represent me, and i fear that dazai from bsd is one of them. this vent is going to be very stupid and childish so i don't blame anyone for not wanting to read this, i won't even tell my bsf because she hates dazai and i really don't wanna bother her with my troubles. now that i said that, i am genuinely missing dazai so fucking much. i'm not a yumeshipper, or at least not a romantic one, but holy shit my heart literally hurts when someone hates on him right in my face because he's so important to me. i miss him so fucking bad and it physically hurts, my eyes are stinging with tears and i'm feeling bad in general. i've tried literally everything: consuming media with dazai in it (especially skk since it's my comfort ship), drawing him a little, writing about him and using some bots of him, so basically everything; and yes those do help a little, but just as long as i'm using them. i really don't know what to do, i'm desperate. i'm trying to finish my dazai cosplay wig as fast as possible to cosplay him but idk what to even do at the moment. i feel a lump in my throat and it just hurts so much. if anyone has any advice i'd love it, thanks for reading