u/Special-Morning-8395

Since getting medicated I’ve been grieving about the life I could’ve had. I feel grief for my younger self who was tormented by bouts of depression and SI for years and years. So much grief. She deserved so much more than I was able to give without knowing my diagnosis.

every single time i have a good day with lots of energy i am gonna overdo it. it’s so toxic lol. i’m always gonna overexert myself and totally crash in the next few days.

but like when is a girl supposed to do laundry? def not on the bad days. what a predicament