20F (me) I don’t have a lot of family or friends to speak to. My bf 20M of 4 years searching other girls
I’ve been in a relationship for 4 years with and have found my bf looking and searching this girl up multiple times over the past 2 years, he deletes all his search history and last time I brought it up which was Valentine’s Day lol, it just got brushed over but he keeps doing it. I don’t know if it’s petty to breakup over but it’s really hurting me, I don’t like to cause conflict so it’s hard to bring up. I kind of know I should leave but I drifted from a lot of my friends while being in this relationship and I guess I’m just too comfortable with him. What shall I do? We also live together he’s addicted to weed we never go out he doesn’t ask me about me he is addicted to his phone I’m so fed up