u/Special-Solution528

So, last day while playing football I injured my leg, game ended and could not walk to the home and decided to take a bus(my leg was really hurting).

I got into the bus, saw only one empty space next to hijabi young girl (probably 15-18), I am also young(17M) and I usually don't sit next to girls, but this tine I had no choice, I could not handle the pain. Sat next to her, she looked so pissed, I said : "Sorry my leg is hurting so bad, just 5 minutes and Im gonna stand up"

After a little silence she snapped so loud: "Aren't you feeling embarassed sitting to next hijabi girl??"

I said: "What do you mean? This is public bus and I just want to sit, nothing else"

She: "Boys are so fuc#king weak these days....bla bla bla"....god she is not stopping

I stood up, said: "If you want super privacy, try taking your dad's car next time" got out of the bus

I kinda feel sorry for saying the last line, what if she got no father you never know, that would break anyone's heart so bad.

So my question, should I fix my behaviour?

As a child I always hated when people know me well (family, relatives, close friends) came to see my performance(football match, school concerts, other competitions). I remember children around my age crying because their parents did not come to watch their performance.

For me it was completely different. When I saw "My people" on the crowd, it has a lot of pressure on me. Someone relate this?

Last months Im trying to fix my sleep schedule, trying to lose weight, dealing with my multiple health issues (both phisically and mentally) and parents told me you gonna get married in 2027....

Dad said that would be better for me to find a girl who prefers to stay at home rather than studying/working. Maybe my dad does not know but I know girls around my age are so passionate and studying in uni is not even 1% of their "Dream" lives. Honestly I don't want my future wife to be avarage "Uzbek kelinchak" (staying at home 24/7, doing home chores, having 2-3 children in 2 years and boom...... caring about yourself is not even a thing anymore)

I understand this can be great life for some people, but my plans are a bit different. Like travelling some countries(instead of spending your life savings for one wedding day), not having child until we feel it is time, building studying/working carrer together

Cherry on top I never been into relationship, don't even know how that works/how to approach girls lol.

I am graduating school and going to apply for uni(hoping I can pass) and not any income yet, all work I do is helping on my parents' business right now

Obiviously im not ready for marriage, probably need 3-4 more years.

Why am I posting this on reddit?

All relatives happy to see my wedding day(means they on my parents' side)

Friends called me st#pid for refusing to marry early, I asked the reason and this: "making love"

Around me no people understand me now, they make fun of or call st#pid when I say these things, maybe I am.....

I would love to hear your opinion about it.

If you read this far, thank you so much and I hope you have a great day💫

I never nad M.Salah on my team, idk why just didn't want

Like bro if you take everything seriously and never smile during conversation, that is gonna be our last convo.....