Quit Mirtazipine

I think I lost the ability to fall asleep without mirtazipine. The only way I'll fall asleep is after 2 days of no sleep from pure exaustion. And when I do fall asleep it's only for about 30minutes to 4 hours max. I think this is day 6 without mirtazipine. I quit cold turkey 15-30 mg dose. Am I fucked ? How long will I be like this ? What can I do to help my self ? I've been on this stuff for about 5 years

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u/Special_One_6356 — 16 hours ago

Never lived on my own

I'm 35 and I never lived on my own. The highest paying job I'll be able to get is 17-20$

Can I get some real tips on how to make it work ? What should I do ?

I don't have any family in the US that can help me no friends.

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u/Special_One_6356 — 2 days ago

Porn causing ED help mee?

Age 35 generally healthy

Loss of morning wood. Low libido , weak erection, premature ejaculation....

Is this from all the porn I've been watching ?

Can I fix this issue ? HELP PLZ

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u/Special_One_6356 — 2 days ago

"angel" numbers 1111 fmL

Anyone else constantly see the numbers 111 or 1111 before extreme life changing events occuring. NOT GOOD ONES EITHER . I'm very serious and anxious about it...Let me explain

I've always seen synchronous numbers never thought much of it and was kind of skeptical but interested. About 3 years ago it started to happen way too frequently multiple times a day. Weekly monthly till present day. Coincidentally 3 years ago my mother got a lump , battle breast cancer for 2 more years and died a few days ago.

This has triggered a chain event of a change in family dynamics, were having to move countries. My father is falling ill, my sister isn't doing so hot mentally. I might be establishing connections with old people & new It's just one thing after another. Just so suddenly

I was really hoping to stop seeing this number but before writing this I saw 111 twice in a row just minutes apart ... I'm starting to get paranoid More BAD news is coming

Am I crazy or maybe manifesting all of this with " negative thinking patterns " somehow. I will see the number 555 & 444 lately. I know I'll be told our brain is wired to see patterns and that's why. But I'm starting to think maybe there is something really spiritual going on. Are these negative archons attached to me ? Angels ? Demons

This might be stupid to note about myself but I'm a hyper sensitive individual .Its really easy for me to read other people's emotions. I'm pretty sure I have A hyper sensitive nervous system due to past trauma and abuse. Maybe I'm tuning in to something ? Or something is tuning in to me ?

Has anyone else experienced this ?

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u/Special_One_6356 — 9 days ago