How do I pursue long term goals?
I experience severe foreshortened-future symptoms, and I haven't figured out how to manage them. I'm scared every day. I don't know if the future is guaranteed, and I struggle to pursue long-term goals while simultaneously thinking, “What's the point? My world could burn down any day now.”
I want so many things for myself, but I'm just scared. I'm so scared. What's the point of building something if it won't matter in the long term because it will eventually be over?
I have so much evidence that the future is safe enough, you know? But somehow, that evidence never feels like enough. It's just hard.
Thanks.