u/SpringLover2820

Je suis une étudiante de 18 ans, l’année prochaine je compte faire un BUT Informatique, et j’aimerais savoir quel pc portable acheter. J’hésite entre un pc sous windows ou un mac, car je suis aussi une grande créative et il s’avère que selon mon prof de musique un mac est bien plus pratique pour les créatifs qu’un windows ( et je suis bien d’accord ) mais en revanche un mac, c’est vraiment pas ce qu’il y a de mieux pour coder ect n’est ce pas ? Surtout avec le Creator Studios qui vient de sortir chez iOS, qui est niveau prix super intéressant plus les étudiants comme moi ( j’ai déjà un iPad, alors peut être qu’il suffira ). Voilà, si vous avez des recommandations ou avis, je suis preneuse. (PS: si vous avez aussi un avis sur les BUT Informatique, ça m’intéresse ) Merci :)

Hi, i’m 18 and i’ve been feeling sad for years now. I’ve always had that feeling, even as a kid, but it just got worse with time. I’ve started to have dark thoughts ( yk what i mean ) three years ago, and i’ve been trying to heal from them and an ed for a year now. I now consider myself almost recovers from my ed, and i do feel better. But, i still have really dark times that actually feel even worse than before. I feel like my mood swings a lot and drastically. Some days i feel like everything is fine and that even tho i hate myself i can enjoy life, but then a week to an hour after, i can loose every interest and hope for life in one second. I feel like im never gonna heal, and i hate myself all the time, this is the only thing that doesn’t change. The worst part is that sometimes i miss being sad. I can have a perfect week, and just because i didn’t take the courage to get up and study for the next day, i feel like the worst person ever and i drown myself into my dark
thoughts on purpose. It feels like my brain loves self-sabotage and i just seem like a lazy girl who complains but never does anything to get better. I tried everything : doing sports, socialising, eating foods that i like, not making my grades a big deal ( i kinda had to since i never study ), i’ve never had so many good reliable friends, and i somehow still feel terribly lonely and uncomfortable in my body and mind. If anyone has an idea of what i could do or what could be «wrong» with me, please let me know. Thanks :)