u/Standard_Row4715

Life has been full of roller-coaster since 2012. Every time, I am so close to achieving target/goals and then something unexpected turn take that away from me. For example, you prepare for exam and you know you are going to make it but you reach venue and in middle of it, your car breaks down and you get late.

Feels like, everything I ever desired or wanted is taken away in unexpected ways that I could never think of or ever imagined. Like recently, I knew it I will make it and then rules changed again.

Relationship has also not been any good, most were only with me when time was good for a while and then sudden change in finance/life, everyone ran like I am going to jump off hill with them.

Anyway, I am writing this to find some answers or something that make sense. So, I can make some life decisions.