



My mum loves knitting lace, and she just made this swatch before she starts working on the actual scarf (same pattern & yarn). I can't believe how straight her edges are
My mum loves knitting lace patterns, and she just made this pretty swatch... I can't wait for the completed scarf
I mean, I do appear numb on the outside—rbf, eyes super cold and distant, zero hint of warmth or affection—i look like idgaf.
But i wanna be numb on the inside too, like i overthink constantly, and well it's not been great because I think too much about stuff i shouldn't, so i think it'd just be so much better to just be numb. Yeah, I won't be like over the moon happy, but on the other hand, I wouldn't be disappointed? So kinda balances out?
^^(I just wanna mention I'm asking if this is relatable, rather than actually wishing for this, I don't wanna trade how I feel about the tiny cute stuff that happens just for not ever being disappointed by someone or something)