u/Still-Alive007

I'll be taking neet offline coaching this year. I am getting avg in mocks so I don't have any hopes.

I am quiet self aware and this will be my first time getting a therapy session, but my parents are very dismissive of my stress and anxiety issues. They don't acknowledge what I've been going through and it's extremely frustrating.

All I've been hearing for years is that it's all my fault.

I asked them to get me to therapy but they started off with gaslighting me repeatedly.

I am very afraid. Will the therapist be dismissive? Will she even acknowledge my problems?

I've heard she's quiet popular and great in her field but I am thinking how my parents will act after getting back home. They always act like I am the problem so I might get attacked after coming back home.

I am going with my parents (if it matters in the context)

1. iiser pune - very mean and khadoos people. flashy, loud folks. you will only see porsches everywhere, very tiring to see them all the time
2. iiser kolkata - they all will die without fish and they will only feed you rashgullas and nothing else. don't come here. professors sleep all the time.
3. iiser mohali - unlimited pegging. professors do balle balle everywhere and carry pew-pew.
4. iiser bhopal - useless state. filled with npcs. what does he even do?
5. iiser tvm - college inside a forest. you will be put in a cage with hyenas. nearest village is 2hrs away. your only friends are wild foxes and coyote.
6. iiser bpr - you can see arpit bala at their fests. very chill people, all eat dolphins, but aren't they same as bengalis?
7. iiser tpt -  engage in frequent wife beatings. human trafficking and selling off their wives to gulf countries. girls avoid this clg.

that's all fellas. have a nice sleep today.

>!/s!<