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انا عندي ٣٧ سنة و بعد تفكير لسنين كتيرة ابتديت جديا افكر اني ابتدي diy hrt لوحدي مع الالتزام بالتحاليل الدورية و المتابعة مع دكتور لو لزم الامر، بس انا فعلا معرفش اصلا في مصر ايه الانواع المتوفره سواء estrogen او testosterone blockers و الاقيهم فين او اجيبهم ازاي؟
لو عندكم معلومة تساعدوني بيها عن الموضوع دا ممكن تبعتولي في الDM اكون ممتن اوي ليكم
كمان لو واحده عندها تجربه في الdiy hrt هنا في مصر اكون ممتن اوي اوي لو تسمحلي نتواصل مع بعض و اسال علي شوية حاجات و استفيد من خبرتها

For the ones who have transitioned here in Egypt
How did you actually do it?
Wanting to transition from male to female so badly, the call is so loud, it makes me feel so joyful, it feels like this has been the missing piece of the puzzle if you know what i mean. But, at the same time i have many doubts, not about my own experience but the society, family etc.
The hardest thing is i know i am going to put my mother down and really disappoint her, i know for sure it is going to break her heart especially that my dad has passed away. At the same time the call to transition is getting louder and louder, i can't connect to myself anymore except through my feminine side, it is calling, it wants to grow and express herself.
It makes me feel so much joy and happiness imagining myself having a woman body, the amount of joy i feel just imagining my body starting to get soft and curvy and my emotions becoming softer is inexplainable. Especially that i have a feeling my body would look really lovely if i transition, i can see it, i can inagine it. It's like the features i have always loved about my body are actually the feminine features without me being aware, and are the one going to grow with hrt
Since i was a little kid i knew i was different but i didnt know how, bit by bit until i reached where i am now, i know this is what i want at the same time i cant do it because i hate to break my family's heart
Tell me what to do :(
I am not super young but i am also not old, i am 37 years old, i look like i am in my early 30s though, i want to use this chance while i am still young and healthy and can enjoy the rest of my life in a way i am avle to connect to myself. I dont want to fast forward 10 years and then i regret not transitioning earlier. I need some guidance or inspirations please
Thank you

I have recently heard of the new therapy
G cell treatment which involves extracting a snall biopsy from the scalp, putting it in a special machine to make a solution out of it then injecting it back into the scalp to stimulate the follicles, it is done once or twice a year
Anyone tried it?

Since i was a little kid and i always felt girly inside, my hobbies, my activities, things i enjoyed were all gravitating towards the feminine more than the masculine. As i hit puberty i started feeling i am different, little by little i started learning about myself, and for the mahority of my adult life, i keep dreaming about having a feminine body, the thought really brings me joy, when i connect with the feminine traits in my masculine body i feel a deep and meaningful sense of connection with myself, i feel so soft and relaxed and happy. For a few years I have been considering transitioning using hrt, but i want to stay a closet transwoman, i dont know if this is possible. In general, i need advice and guidance from someone who has actually gone through the process, because i have many question marks and doubts

Hi everyone,
That's my first time to post here. I need a therapist who is gender informed, who have experience with gender identity and gender dysphoria. I want to know what's going on with me. So,

Is there someone trusted that you have actually tried and had a good experience with? If yes I'd appreciate sharing their name with me
Thanks in advance