My mid terms start next month (second week prolly).
We have 7 chapters in physics, chemistry and maths. Out of which ive hardly completed 2 or 3. The teachers are scaring us by saying that the paper is going to be very difficult :((( i dont wanna fail
Plus i have hell lotta backlog in my online coaching in all three subjects.
What do i do now
Im looking for black, slightly washed/faded jeans under 1k , preferably baggy or straight fit. Im 5'4 F btw
Online works the best for me,,buti if yall got sum good offline suggestions lmk
Rajwant sir from pw is really annoying...
Okay dont come raging at me now😭im sure hed be a great teacher
But the way he speaks and the things he says
I feel so weird even playing his lectures around my parents or anybd else as a matter of fact😭😭
Its jus so weird and uncomfortable to me
Not hating ait
Jus personal opinion
I am a junior in highschool. I have recently moved schools. The past few years i had begun of loop of isolation and dissociation. In my last school, I had a lot of friends and was typically the "popular " kid. Everybody knew me, i knew everybody. I had a huge friend circle but it never really felt like mine. I could not confide in them. I knew they didnt like me deep down...that always made me question my worth.
For some context i am a pretty extroverted person,,or as i pretend to be. I have always tried so hard to fit in but often found myself being excluded. Even when i did find some friends they were never the true ones. I slcab socialize all i want to and go on weaving endless conversations.
Now to my new school. This is a very strict school, with a shit ton of restrictions and weird practices. To start with, they force us sit on the floor of corridors during recess to wat lunch,,denying us to sit inside the classrooms( in the name of instilling a sense of community and also to keep the classrooms clean) but this is absolutely bizzare. I despise this mere idea and then i even stopped carrying lunch to school so that i wont have to sit on the floor.
Secondly, corporal punishment is extremely normalized this this school. The children never bother even if the teachers beat the shit out of them for absolutely no reason.
Now coming to the students, they are absolute assholes. They make me feel alienated and so out of place. All of them look dow at me as if i were some strange creature,,,they all back bitch about me and mostly pretend to be nice about me. All the girls collectively hate on me all the time making me feel unsure of myself.
Moreover, these kids,,,i just cant with them. I feel so outcasted. I do not have any friends at school and the teachers often ask me why im eating alone in recess. Yeaaa cherry on top i have to sit alone during lunch time becasue i feel too excluded to join anyone. Even if they ask me to have lunch wit them, i just know that its out of pitty rather than them actually wanting me there. When theres a substitution period or ay free period, everyone quickly gets to their friends and seem to have sm fun. While im left on my desk, all alone , trying not to look like a loner. I pull a book from ny bag to conceal the fact that i have no one to talk to.
So yea, highschool really sucks and i have no hopes of it getting any better
I feel miserable each day at school