u/Stridelight357

So I am studying two degrees at the same time. One of them is a Bachelor of Education (for teaching). I had a teaching practice presentation; they checked if we practiced teaching at a local school, we had to make 40 lesson plans, and prepare 2 lessons for final presentation with Audio/Video (AV) aids. They gave us 2 months to prepare for that. But I am doing my MPhil, where I do lab work and thesis and also some jobs for paying for my degrees. So the past 2 months have been hectic for me. I didnt prepare for them thinking i'll do it when the time comes and I wasnt able to. yesterday was my presentation. I prepared one AV aid for scince plan and not for the other because I didn't get time from all of the things I stated. I haven't been able to sleep properly for like a week. So I got there with not good presentable stuff. And my final lesson presentation was also so and so cuz I was so exhausted and overstimulated, and stressed that I just said what i said without preparation.

After the presentation, I paid attention to other people's stuff, and all of them prepared so well with proper models and stuff, and now I am regretting not preparing enough. I had thought of so much for this and F*ed up. I dont know if they would pass me at this point. I am so stressed.
My firend was happy that she did good and I am having a sinking feeling. I wanted to throw up today at my job because of this so I am ranting here to get it out of me.

I am doing MPhil and B.ed from two different universities at the same time and it's taking it's toil on me after a year when both are going to end. I am so frustrated of them that I want to quit them, even though both of them are almost complete. What do I do! I am so confused. I have exams, research and practical works from both of my degrees

I, 25 year old women, gave my friend a book gift yesterday that I prepared in about an hour.

My friend, text me that she wanted to meet me urgently a few days back. I was excited to meet her as we were meeting after a year and a half. So I agreed and started preparing a cute book gift that I usually give to her. It was a tradition of sorts us.

When I met her later in the day, (in a restaurant ) she told me that she was going abraod for studies. I was so happy for her and I gave her the gift. However, she dismissed my gift and placed it on the table as if it was nothing. I didn't give it any mind as we were too busy talking. However, when we were leaving after using the restroom, I saw it on our table. Mind you we had our belongings in our hands when we went to the restroom. I told her to take it which she did.

We parted ways after shopping. Usually she would text me about her review of my gift when she gets back home and tell me if she likes my gift but it has been 3 days with no response. I feel stupid tbh. And I am starting to regret it. AITBF