u/Striking-Expert2158

To the j that only chose me when he felt he had no other options.

Being with you taught me so many lessons. I loved you with everything I had. I thought you loved me too. In the beginning anyway. Now you look at me with disgust and hatred. You e turned into the man you hate. Not to mention you fell for another man. Running from the truth will only make you sicker. We made it thru so much already, we could have this one. But you're weak and only know how to hide. I pray you find your strength again.

I always had a sense of my husband's infedelity, there was something I just couldn't pin down. Like a fool I went digging, and it's true if you are trying to find it you will. Every promise now a lie. Words of love trust and honesty no longer had any value. Men. MEEEENNNNNN. He has been meeting men online and hooking up. Our whole marriage. I'm the last person to judge anyone everyone has their thing. But why for the life of me must you lie and truly ruin my life just to be a cover up. That's what you like and you hate me why marry me. Why cause so much chaos in my life just for it to be a lie.

You started treating me like shit and disrespecting everything about me. I would have went peacefully, I wouldn't have judged or lectured, if you would have been honest. If you would have just talked to me about it. But no you had to call me crazy, play games and manipulate. Even now, if you could be honest about it I wouldn't be upset. But you deny it all even with receipts. We don't have to tell anyone, just you and I. You were my team and you just, not only baled, but turned against me and for that I have no sympathy.