If Jak were to be able to acquire some kind of meele weapon what weapon do you think it would be? I personally think it could be the meteor hammer since Jak always used daxter to extend his melee attacks,so he naturally searches for more range of attack,which is why I think a meteor hammer would fit him.
Hi, I've had issues figuring out my sexuality lately. The thing is, I don't know if I'm gay or straight. I'm not really attracted to the physiology of men, but I wouldn't say I'd be against being the one taking it from the back. As for women, I like their physiology, but personally don't really find them attractive. What I mean is, I may find a woman's body arousing, but I don't really feel attracted to them in the deeper sense of a relationship, more just momentary horniness. Neither could I see myself with a woman in the future, both because I rarely find a woman's personality attractive, but also because I have this thing where, whenever I talk to a woman, I never find enjoyment in it, neither in simply hanging around women.
More so, I feel ashamed. I've had a lot of issues with bullying, and every time I talk to any woman that isn't from my family, it feels like they are just looking at all my flaws, and I genuinely feel disgusted — not by them, but by the thought of what they are thinking about me. I just never feel safe around women, and I rarely speak to a woman unless necessary or out of politeness.
But with men, I feel way safer. I open myself up more, and I genuinely have good times with the good men I hang around with. They also don't criticize me as much as women do, or ever pinpoint how fat or ugly I am. It comes to a point where I genuinely get tired at just the idea of having to be with a woman most of the time. With most women I meet, they have this hyperactive attitude that, with all seriousness, just makes them feel annoying and sometimes stupid when they make obvious remarks about basic occurrences or just have the coldest takes ever while always being overly loud.
I've thought about the possibility that maybe ruling out my attraction based on what I dislike rather than what I like may be the reason, but I just can't avoid feeling the way I do. And although I may not get on with a man as of now, I've also never had any gay experiences regarding real-life intercourse or anything of the sort.
What do you think?