I DID SOMETHING BAD TO A GIRL WHEN I WAS 8.
I am so scared of this girl named N@#\!*. She has been haunting me since ages.
So, the story goes back to when I was in 3rd standard. This girl used to sit beside me and was a HUGE bully and always jealous of me. She always bullied me because I was an easy target, and since she sat right beside me, she would constantly take my pencils, tear my notebooks and books, and even write my name with a pen all over my books. She was also the class monitor, so she had the privilege of making me stand outside the classroom whenever she wanted.
On top of that, my mom would scold me about losing my pencils and ruining my things, so things were getting seriously out of hand.
One day, I finally spilled everything to the only girl I used to talk to in class. She gave me an idea. So what did I do? I took her water bottle and put pencil and eraser shavings in it. I even collected dust from the classroom floor, and mixed everything into her bottle.
And then… she drank the whole thing.
After she finished, I even checked the bottle to make sure there was absolutely nothing left inside. I was secretly SO happy,proud and satisfied with myself.
The next day, her parents came to school because she had developed a serious stomach infection. And madam gave me a nice beating.
I wanted to apologise to her, but she left the school the very next day because her dad had been transferred. I was honestly relieved.
Fast-forward to 11th standard: I changed schools, even moved to another city, and somehow I saw her there. She was just staring at me, and I got genuinely scared. I asked some of my friends about her, and they told me she had actually become a really nice person.
Then, when I moved to Jaipur for further studies, I started seeing her EVERYWHERE at the railway station, in malls, around college… I always wanted to say sorry to her, but I never had the courage.
And today, back in my hometown, I saw her AGAIN.
And just now I was checking my instagram.
AND SHE WAS IN MY RECOMMENDATIONS.
I think she might have actually gotten seriously ill or injured because of what I did, which IS why i am so scared I never got the chance to find out what happened because she left the school the very next day. And now every time I see her staring at me, I feel like she remembers everything and is about to eat me alive.