But you and I both know it would never be enough… all the time and all the days l would still want one more day, even just in your proximity… I’d say life is unfair but it really isn’t.
Unless you have something tangible directly from “your person” IRL, I highly suggest treating these posts as their own little thing. If you want to delve into fantasy, or just have fun make sure you find a way to connect the dots to that person.
Acting out of line toward anyone based on anonymous fantasy is really really naive at best. Just ask the person about it and move on with your life for Christ’s sake.
What if… why bother… hide the feelings, live the life you’re comfortable in. Feelings have a need to be felt, and I don’t know about how or why but hiding and denying has only brought misery and more trauma. Time to let things happen.
It’s easy to fall for someone out of convenience, money, looks ect. It’s easy to fall in love with who they could be, to dismiss who they are.
My advice to you is if there are things you do not like about your partner, and if no meaningful discussion or actions to address these issues are being taken, leave before you have to.