u/Sudden_Stranger_8309

Tired and angry all the time, i miss him alot he felt so different
i dont knkw what im doint anymore my life is so hopeless and im just accepting it im not trying to change
im closer to doing it now i just want life to be over
i dont feel connected to anything just angry and sad and empty
i want something real rigjt now
drinking is the only thing that helps and makes me happy but nothing else
i dont wanna do this anymkre i cant take it

Im a 15 yo girl and really wondering if I’m burnt out or something
Whenever I’m at school i get so overwhelmed with thoughts about every single social cue and wether I’m doing the right thing its in my head spinning all the time and then the actual education is so overwhelming i skip a-lot of school (2 days a week cirka) because of anxiety so i am behind and i really cant do it anymore
at first it was just mental exhaustion but now its physical
I am getting nauseas at school and after
i am so exhausted for the rest of the day after school that all i do is lay down, i dont have energy for anything else
Im really looking for advice on what to do
idk where to turn, thanks

I feel ljke what happend stunted me
it started when i was like 12 ans now im 15 i sitll have those childish fears and stuff i dont really feel any more mature i am angry at everything i am so behind evrryone else i hate it so muc i feel so disposable
I feel so empty
i am dissapppinted in myself for letting stuff effect me
i dont know how i will be a functioning adult human in 3 years
i will always have these thoughts
I dont know how i will not want to kms everyday when i getn older i dont feel like i got to have a childhood like other people i didny get to finish it and now its all gome
my body is so anxious everyday its so unbearablei judt want someone to understand