

I hate how I feel like both of these sometimes
I hope this doesn’t come off as an attractive person larping because I’m NOT attractive. But anyone else have a low self esteem but a high ego? I feel ugly when I’m around other people because it makes me realize how bad I look when other girls have perfect hair, good skin, and have good looking faces but when I’m alone especially over the holidays I develop an ego and pretend to myself that I’m attractive to myself because I’m not physically in the same room as other people to compare myself to which only leads to my soul being crushed when I go out in public and see attractive people.