u/Suitable-Buffalo8240

So I'm thinking under these circumstances:

I want to move out, maybe relocate to another city or a country. This will be a temporary relocation. During this time, I want to live on my own, in a flat or even a house I want to use as my own space, but I can't rent it since it is a private property and the landlord turns it into a business. However, I also don't want to have the responsibility of owning a home yet, especially when my intentions are to not stay there permanently anyway.

Then what could be the ethical solution to this issue? Personally, I think of this a lot because I'm kind of a nomad myself. I enjoy the idea of living in different nations and learning about different cultures, as well as to connect with them. Not a dream I could yet realize because of our unfortunate situation, and because I don't have a strong passport. But I could only dream. So I'm thinking for people like me who would like to spend some parts of their lives as nomads.

My ESFP dad does this, I feel like my ENTP partner does this, friends do this. The only person who somewhat prioritizes me is my ISFJ mum but she's more like doing it because of her ISFJ wiring than genunie intentions, she doesn't even know who I am.

It's as if I'm a background character in their lives. The only people who give my existence some kinda ackgnowledgment were some of my INFP friends & my INTP best friend.

When I'm talking about background character, it's not people who just live their lives and I exist in it. It is people who basically only acknowledge my existence when they need me or want me. My INTP friend has her own life but I am still her friend and she shares stuff with me.

It annoys me that they give more recognition to other people than me especially because I am someone who is in their lives but just because I'm quiet, they treat me like I am invisible. How do I get above and stop being so invisible without sacrificing anything? I think the only way is to have an authority over people.

...when I'm under someone else's authority (which I already don't like) or in an equal status within a group of people, and if I notice a problem, it just takes so much effort into try to get these people do something about it or even simply see my pov. Be the popular person, or simply have power and authority and things will be much more easier for you. I seek the opportunity simply because I don't wanna bother having to spend time and effort into explaining stuff to people. Which is pretty ironic.

Edit: this isn't a "look I'm edgy and stuff" kinda post. It's just something I noticed. I'm in a community and not in a position of power in it. And lord is it hard to get my point through other people's heads without having to write paragraphs of explanation. Dude, when I notice something that I wanna optimize it just comes at me... just don't ask I don't want to explain it. Then they never listen to it anyway because it ends up being a lotta explanation.

I'm an aspiring writer and my main focus is fantasy. I've been looking for a pen name. So far I've come up with a name but I also want to find a last name and I want it to ba a Turkic name or word, can be anything. I want it to have a spiritual meaning that will connect with me. Do you have any name recommendations, or better yet, ways or places that I can effectively seek them? Actually having a spiritually connected person (Shaman etc.) choosing that for me would've been awesome.

He died in the same day as Jason did.