Got drunk at an important event and now I want to rip my brain out
I remember most of the night but I feel like it gets blurrier the more I think about it. I know I was drunk at the end of the night (it was a party) and I think I got more drunk than normal because I had trouble eating before the event because of anxiety and I have not heard that I did anything wrong but my mind goes to the worst places and I’m so embarrassed and ashamed of myself. I feel like no one is telling me that I didn’t do anything wrong because they want to be nice. My husband has said to let it go and to trust him that I was fine but I feel like I deserve to die for what I have done but I don’t even know what that is.