u/Super_Ele

I don't know what to tell you

I said "why don't you come over?" The last time and you said that "you weren't sure you'd regret it or not"

That was right before we were having fun chatting, you always did that

Hype and let down

Always me the one who would reach out

Always me the one risking your rejection

After a while you said better to delete each other from Whatsapp

And then you were gone

And now I have you blocked

Maybe you just deleted your photo

You used to do that too

It doesn't matter

I could fill a room with papers of all your bullshit

Of the way you messed my head up for a long time

Papers filled with account of your selfishness

And all the possible lies and vagueness

Still sometimes I don't care

And just want you here

Even if I have no idea who you are

You used to say "love me"

Well, turns out it's you who seems never loved me

But that's o.k

I just want you around I guess

Even if neither of us know

Who you are

Does that makes me a masochist?

Perhaps it does

Or perhaps this loneliness and emptiness is more painful

Than your games, your drama, your rage and your coldness

Just come back

And we can pretend

Neither of us are broken

We can pretend that we can make it work

If only just for a day

Just like old times

Just before your other personality messed it up

Cause yes was you and not me

What am I supposed to do with all this lingerie anyway?

Is it normal to feel like one's particular case is more painful and complex than someone else's? Like I cannot fathom anyone to even begin to understand the depths of despair after dating her, not even here. I feel like I could survive any of your exes but my ex was the special bullet for me.

How am I supposed to say to a potential future partner that I dated someone that I can't seem to get out of my head because she tortured me?

POV: you get to be your cat for today, what are you up to right now

Who decided that pickles should be default on hamburgers? Let us go back to 1779

POV: your superpower is knowing whether someone is single or not just by looking at them, how you use it,?

POV: you live alone, abroad and know nobody in a city where you been living for the last 9 years. What you do

POV: you get 2 months vacation, what you do

I am going to unblock her and text her or go see her

Turns out we decide which circle of hell scammers end up in. What's it's gonna be? It's got 7th circles with Satan on the inner circle where the most agony happens. Where you sending that guy that lied to you and took your money?

Do you call Twitter "X" or is Elon still the only being on the planet calling it like that

From which place does the average redditor reddits? Living room? Bedroom? Bed? Couch? Garage? At work? The moon? Where do you reddit?

I feel like I won't have any other gf ever. I am good looking, financially stable, I know generally women find me attractive, yet it's like I really can't think of ever being the way I was before meeting her. So perhaps I should contact her again. I don't know what else to do, I suppose I am weak.

What is something, whether pleasant or not pleasant (or write one of each) that you never thought it'd happen to you but it did, bonus if mention at what age.

Is it safe to say that while one suffers for their absence they seem to be oblivious and/or having a blast with little to none consciousness and/or shame? Makes it funnier I guess

Just come back

I think I need to see her again, it probably won't work out again and I'll get hurt but is just like I need to hug her despite she not caring about me . Pathetic I know

Do you feel like you know who they are? The way you know your other exes? Other people? I'm so friggin lonely and missing her still. I'm not sure what or who I'm missing though, just a feeling of emptiness.

Would you freak out if you made a pact with the devil that never came true but Some 10 years later it does?

Do you regret meeting someone? Who?

I could have woken up at 6:00 a.m but kept on sleeping and now is 3:00 p.m, have I wasted my life away?