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CD31, 13DPO, predicted day 1 of my period. I’m always super regular, ovulate in the same 1-2 days each cycle, and my tracking app has been spot on with predicted periods every month. Tests have been negative since 11DPO. Was having some crampy/weird sensations in my lower abdomen off & on throughout the weekend. Woke up yesterday and felt like I had the FLU. Was up at 4:30am, chills, hot flashes, body aches, crampy again, and some very light spotting (which I thought was just my period starting) that tapered off during the day. Still crampy here & there today, no noticeable spotting. I’m so annoyed at this point I’d just rather my stupid period come instead of playing this limbo back & forth every day 🥲 I’ve gotten to the point where I’ve been trying not to test too much leading up to my period, but now I’m even more frustrated knowing it should be coming & I’m still negative. Especially when you’re trying not to overthink every little thing you feel in your body. UGH. I was coming to terms yesterday we were out yet again this month, but it’s so hard not getting your hopes up.

thanks for listening to my brain dump :)

Currently day 7 off weed entirely. Started with gummies here & there a few years ago and it evolved into using carts kinda regularly, now I’ve being using them pretty much daily all throughout the day for almost the last year or so. Most I’d go without is a day or 2 at max, so the fact I’ve made it a week is a big enough deal all on its own. My currently issue is I’m so damn EMOTIONAL. I’ve had a lot going on personally and I already have diagnosed anxiety, depression, PTSD that I take 2 antidepressants for. Obviously weed was a huge coping mechanism & had me numbed out. Has anyone else dealt with being a massive crybaby & just feeling down after quitting? Literally every day I’ve been crying. And I mean CRYING. If I don’t get it to stop right away I’m sobbing within minutes. I’m sure it’s everything I’ve been masking coming back & my body getting used to feeling on its own again, but in the back of my head I’m worried it’s not going to stop & I’ll end up back in my depression pit I was in before being medicated.