u/SurroundPleasant337

i spent the past almost 6 months of sincerity trying to score good in this gave mock tests analyzed them couldnt even sleep certain days during the prep only to barely get 150 , I cant take a drop due to family responsibilities i'll be having , thought for a second to do MBA the structure of it looks overwhelming and even the fees goes beyond 30lakhs+ for top IIMs considering that even if i do score well idk if i'll be able to get an IIM even if i do idk if i'll get a good package, even for the roles i am passionate about , its suffocating asf i'll probably get a rank between 6-8k idfk which mid college will take me only for me to get unemployed again in next 2-3 years , I feel like my skills are my only last hope and hoping for a good college or a good placement from my college will lead me to nowhere

I'm 21M dating 20F for about 1.8 years we're in the same college just different branches, I've always been chivalrous towards her not just because she wants but I actually like doing it for her. Everything always had to be according to her what she wants what she needs the music we listen to together everything.

I'm still fine with all that but there have been times where I've gone very out of my way to do things for her to which she has never even said a "thank you" or barely said anything, for instance she had an event coming up and I had a practical the same day, she was dressed up so naturally i brought my car I came to college in the morning earlier than my practical(it was in the afternoon)

So that she can commute easily , she didn't eat breakfast in the morning so I bought a few stuff for her like protein bars, sandwiches etc. her heel broke a few mins before my practical I literally had to run and get glue asap so that we can fix it. All that and she couldn't appreciate it a single bit not even a "thank you" i didn't bring anything up because I felt she'll take it in the wrong way.

Fast forward ,today I had my college fairwell and I saw a guy holding a fan for his girlfriend the entire time and I felt that to be a little too much and I told her about all this and this led to a fight cuz according to her that's "cute" , but I feel differently towards which she got upset she mentioned it as "it shows your mindset". Am I wrong to see it differently? To me it just felt like a bit overboard and the girl was even being as if she's trying to show off about that. I genuinely love being chivalrous but at the same time idk what to feel about all this.

For some reason ppl thought I'm a bot? but yeah reposting cuz that is not the case