u/Suspicious-Rip-4776

I feel so upset and defeated. I’m 21, home for the summer from college. I was promised a job since February at the previous establishment I worked at for almost two years, I reached out and got my availability, then BAM…”sorry we don’t have any space for you.” Totally screwed me. I know you have to look for a summer job early but I went several months under the impression that I had a job to begin with…I mean I literally got a schedule. Now I’m unemployed, I’ve applied to so many places, nothing at all. I do wanna try to walk into places instead of online applications, most likely will try that tomorrow. Idk I just feel really upset and like a loser. I’ve been door dashing, and trying to find stupid little gigs to make money. I just feel so stressed, I really wanted to save this summer and now I’m broke and making nothing basically. It’s already June and I just feel so hopeless. I genuinely feel like a loser, and it sucks seeing all my friends practically get full time jobs within the first week of coming home from school. Literally have no friends, no job, back in an unstable environment, can’t afford to live, can’t save my money, and I’m gonna have no money to be able to go out next semester…yay.