u/SuspiciousTree321

TLDR: get your head out of your ass and do better.

I'm no longer chuckling at the situation, okay maybe a little. Is there not a single person who will stand up to you? Tell you that you are acting like a idiot, to get your head out of your ass and deal with your shit. If they won't, feel free to hit me up for a chat because you know I sure as fuck will. I stood toe to toe calling your bullshit out when you disrespected, degraded and called me disgusting then held you when we reached the cause of it all and you broke down.

Your kids are the only thing in the world you care about more than yourself and you are setting a fucked up example of what a man is. How many women have been in and out this last year alone? How many women have they heard you tell you love them? You wanted better for them but you are setting them up to be just as inconsistent as you in this department.

The reality of how stupid you are being and how messed up this is will hit you. I hope for your sake you have someone to confide in... and by someone I don't mean the girl you move on to next.

I know this will piss you off. I don't care.

I know I'm poking the bear. Poke. Poke.

I know I'm messing with the bull. Show me your horns.

There isn't anything you can possibly do that can hurt me more than you already have. I'll hold your beer while you try. I'm not afraid of the nasty words you spew anymore, they can't hurt me now. I'm not afraid to tell you how fucking stupid you are being right now, someone should.

I really wish I could send this to you directly but I deleted your number and I will never look at your socials again to send it there.

It gets hard to breathe

Was leave me alone, stop coming back, stop pretending like something was there for you when it wasn't. I guess the same could be said for me. I should have stopped letting you come back, I should have stopped believing you missed me... they always do though.

I never believed the things you said about yourself, I should have. We were perfect until you ruined it. You said it yourself, you fuck everything up. I never expected you to fuck me up. I was so in love with you that I beleived your stories about wanting to be better. I beleived the person you showed me the one you wanted me to see the person I thought you were with me.

You are an awful and callous person. You only do things that benefit yourself and you don't care what happens to the people who fought to help you. My stupid fucking heart still wishes nothing negative towards you. I just wish I never met you and hope I never meet anyone like you again. You have changed me, not for the better.

Your birthday is coming up. I hope someone makes you feel exactly how you made me feel last year on mine.

Why were you so shitty to me? After everything I've been through. I will never forgive you. I know, you don't care that I won't, you don't care how I feel. It's something you made very clear to me