u/SweatEnemy

I'm not kidding when I say that every single one of the friends I met in the last like 2 years and THOUGHT were cis either online or irl ended up being dysphoric and I had to help them get HRT and troon out lol

It's been kind of bugging me lately when I slowly started realizing it, no idea how I became a dysphoric repper magnet

Redrew a homunculus panel with boymoder

Yeah, so whenever I scroll on tiktok, I come across a lot of trans vent posts about like being stuck in a non-trans supportive household and all that and not being able to come out or transition, so I message them and tell them about DIY HRT.

Sure, some of them don't respond because maybe my message is suspicious. Sure, some of them end up thinking that maybe starting HRT young isn't that important and end up abandoning the idea. But a big majority of them, a majority so big that I can't even count at this point, has genuinely gotten DIYpilled because of my youngshit crusade on tiktok.

So I just found out that the average age for starting puberty for both males and females has fallen from 16/17 in the 1800s to 9-10 nowadays due to various factors such as higher nutrition, higher average weight, and, possibly, chemical exposure. It's been decreasing ever since the early 1800s, and started decreasing at an approximate rate of 3 months per decade since 1970.

It's possible that, at some point, even 14 won't be youngshit anymore.

We have been robbed by modern life.

I could have been a gigayoungshit 😢

(Also, while yes, the charts I attached to this only show the decrease of female puberty onset, that's only because it's hard to accurately measure when puberty starts for males due to males not having a clear event of the beginning of puberty like menstruation. Nonetheless, the average puberty age has been decreasing steadily in every country since the 1800s, and numerous studies, although rarer than studies that show the beginning of menstruation specifically, show that to be the case in both genders by measuring the peak of the growth spurt by age. So, yes, if you were to place a 15 year old male and 15 year old female next to each other in the 1850s, they'd have a similar level of sexual dimorphism.)

And, finally, I'm sorry if everyone here already knew this, this is just a new discovery I made, and it's one that shocked me deeply, so I felt I had to share.

I just know I'm not. If gender dysphoria is a physical condition that one naturally has, then I don't have gender dysphoria. I'm just an AGP who wants to look good. It's not just about passing, it's specifically about looking good - if I had a button to become a completely cis woman, but an ugly one, I wouldn't press it. Just like if I had an absolutely 0% chance of passing, I wouldn't even be on HRT right now and would probably just try to looksmaxx.

Sure, I do really want to be a girl and look like one, but even that is probably something that only started because I watched some weird transformation content when I was 12, which permanently rewired my brain into a troon brain.

In all honesty, I'm likely nothing more than a glorified femboy on estrogen. Hell, I don't even like being called "she" or "her" at all, it just sounds very out of place and as if I'm just playing a miserable role.

For me, it's geometry dash. Childish AND malebrained asf, ik, but I love it so much.

Started out as an ugly dude with ultrahon potential, starts taking test and tren to looksmaxx

Scrolls on 4t subs

Uses boymoder memes

Knows I am a troon and doesn't mind

Acts like a chaser (grungler) despite it being a very obvious and hollow disguise

Starts taking even more different compounds to cope with something (DNP, tren and m-tren with no test base, etc.)

Starts anamaxxing

Says he constantly has dreams about waking up as a cute girl

Calls himself "a girl trapped in an ogre's body"

Blames all gender dysphoria-related symptoms to "e2 romanticization" from all the shit ton of different bodybuilding and weight-loss compounds he's been taking despite clearly showing said symptoms since before he started taking them

Wants to go completely off-grid by july 6th and potentially rope in the next few years

(Picrel is a photo he often sends to me)

This is the 3rd time that I post this deco, but I made a lot of improvements from what people in these comments told me to do. Constructive feedback appreciated.

Vaguepost.

Seriously, I love this community, and I am sorry about my last post about politics. I was blind, unempathetic, and apathetic. Apologies to anyone whom I offended. Ultimately, I spewed a bunch of unempathetic and egotistical nonsense that was born out of my own sucky life. Politics does matter, I admit it.

I know this sounds like a youtuber apology if it was coming from someone who has no fame whatsoever, but I felt like I just needed to write this out.

If you didn't see the original post I'm talking about here, sorry for the vaguepost.

r/transsocialism still cringe asf tho

Genuinely hate these kinda comments/posts.

It's all basically just "ahh look, I'm so supportive, I fetishize the part of trans women that they actively despise the most! I'm suchhhhh an ally!!!! Happy femboy friday! :3" mfs and it couldn't be more annoying.

One thing if they were at least fucking chasers, but no, these pathetic troglodytes are at a level so low that you can't even call them chasers, as they have the worst feature of chasers - fetishizing trans women and/or calling them femboys, but unlike chasers, they're not even able to commit to being attracted to said "femboys". In fact, they'd probably vomit after a trans woman tried to have sex with them, even if it was a gigapassoid. They're worse than chasers because they don't even take the fetishization seriously. For them, it's all one bigggg fucking "supportive" joke.

Preferably without actually going outside and losing my hard-earned trvecel hikikomori status

Lain

I got the boymoder haircut btw