u/Sweaty-Target9950

I am in the middle of an ASD/ ADHD diagnosis at MIMH (govt institute) and I have been asked to bring my mother as an informant. My mother is a self proclaimed 'perfectionist' and an 'ideal parent'. She denies the difficulties I had in childhood like: not being able to make friends, being silent at school, inability to express my emotional state/sensitivities (alexithymia), stimming - among the most prominent ones.

I am scared that she will sabotage the assessment.

Did anyone of you get diagnosed without the need of an informant? Please let me know from where. Have you faced a similar situation as mine?

Claustrophobia

Sensitivity to iridescent light moving lights unnatrural lights lights at night

Too much talking - feeling like i dont want to talk

Too many people

Fear of heights

Sensitivity to textures

Need an indian toilet

I dont want to stay indoors

I dont want to sit in vehicles car bus is worst then train then scooter

Walking running is the best

Lights at night

Traffic sounds

Artificial flavours and preservatives

Non veg

Synthetic clothes

Talk about celebrities or games or politics or mainstream

Distrust in allopathy

Dont like talking too much and words

Im non verbal

Dont like english hindi malayalam

Like to be polygot and talk in mixed language

Clothes i wanr to be nude

I hate monogamy and the fact that people dont get along together

I wish for a world where they do

I hate being with neurotypicals it is so stressful you cant do radom expressions or sounds and only ask certain things and have to behave like a typical like them

People who cant connect with trauma disconnected people

I dont want furniture i like floor

I dont want to stick to one job i want to do many diff diverse things

I dont like that we cannot touch each other

I dont like private property

I dont like building i hate flats

I hate lifts

I hate having to sit in a place forced

I hate having to smile and be cordial

I hate that i cannot tell a woman she is hot and ask her for sex

I hate that i can never go and touch a stranger womans boobs

I hate that i have to go back to 1 house everyday

I hate that we cannot live with othet people than family

I hate that i have to hide my genitals

I hate having to do kakoos in a closed place and not in the open

I hate machine sounds

I hate screens

I hate adults advising

School, corporate can control my routine

Gregorain Calendar

Night life.. just fkn switch off bro

Outside food