u/TSAxrayMachine

let me gET THE MORAAAAA

I spent one night and a day on my friends house impromptu and asked my mom to feed my kitten. she really couldnt care less about the kitten so i couldnt ask her to bottle feed or mix the wet food with milk, so i just asked her to give it wet food for simplicity. when i got home, i found the kitten lifeless and had ants. my dad told me she fed it kibble and left it on its own, and that was how he found it. i was absolutely devastated. id been essentially its mother since the stray left it in our house shortly after giving birth. i feel so betrayed by my mom bc ive been diligent at feeding their chicken when theyre gone. just the previous day, she screamed at me for sleeping in bc the cat has been loudly asking for food and she refused to feed it herself. when i asked her why she didnt feed it, she just said it wasnt her job.

i couldnt stomach staying in that house that suddenly feels so soulless so i stayed in a computer cafe for the night. ive always thought my home is a warm and safe place but it now feels so cold and heartless. i dont know. it hurts so much to think that she just cared that little. or maybe she unconsciously just wanted it to die. i hate this feeling. i wish id just stayed home.