u/Tasty_Paramedic794

I’ve had shrooms before and all of them have been great experiences. Similar to mdma personally. But also makes me introspective, however the last time I took it (couple weeks ago) I cried whilst on it because of relationship/self/life problems. It wasn’t like bad necessarily because it helped me confront what I was keeping buried within me. Im glad about that, and it has positively effected me. I’d like to take it to go to a rave I have that im going alone to, I often get quite anxious abt these things like social events. Shrooms mkes me feel relaxed and chatty personally but I’m worried I’ll cry or be all serious whilst on it when I’m out. If im mentally alot better now, would recommend I trust myself and take it? Or not take it because I that one experience

I was debating on asking this in the r/sleep subreddit but I feel as though that place is moreso to do with the quality of sleep and my question is about actually GETTING to sleep.

I’ve always found it to be a task to fall asleep which makes no sense since rest should come easy. But for me it doesn’t it’s always a mental battle, for me it’s like I get FOMO from being asleep and when I do sleep it’s not for very long (however I can get like three hours of sleep and not feel tired so..W?).

I just want to be able to be one of those people who look at the time and say “alright that enough time to put the screens away and go to bed” but I just can’t. Sometimes I’ll stare at a wall if I’m not watching or doing something. But I’ll refuse to sleep, really annoying. How do you guys sleep on command, or rather how do you guys get the WANT to sleep ? Unless I’m absolutely like physically exhausted beyond belief , or I pass out , I can’t just fall asleep as normal