Blood draws going horribly

I’ve had this phobia since I was a kid, can’t remember having a bad experience as to where it started either. I had a blood draw yesterday and I broke down so badly that I was howling and hyperventilating through the whole thing like an animal. I’m 22 mind you, I’ve never met anyone with the same phobia this intense before. THEY DIDN’T EVEN GET ANY BLOOD EITHER AMD I HAVE TO COME BACK IM SO PISSED. The nurse was super nice and very understanding, they said they wouldn’t do anything I didn’t consent to, so they wouldn’t just jab me with the damn thing when I wasn’t ready.

Anyways, how do I work on this???? I’m already in therapy for different things, and I’d prefer not to go back and forth between the needles and the other stuff.
I’m autistic as well, and I’ve boiled it down to a sensory overload/sensory issues.

I’ve tried breathing, distractions such as temperatures, talking, pinpointing on a certain subject, counting, things like that. I’m scared to use music incase I correlate that song to the anxiety of needles lol.

Thanks to anyone who can respond!!

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u/TeguTeeth — 8 days ago
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Plus size trans masc styles??

Hi! I found out I’m trans masc about 2-3 years ago, and I’m still really struggling with my sense of style. I don’t think I have any in the first place aside from “button up/patterned polo and khaki or jean shorts” type of stuff lmao. I’ve wanted to expand my options, and as a pre everything trans dude who’s plus size (240 lbs) and short ish (5’5”) I’m not sure what to do in more formal situations.

I’ve been gaining weight for a while because of not-so-healthy coping mechanisms, so every time I try to buy affirming clothes I get too big for them, and I’m really sad about it :(

But anyways, I’d love to hear some tips!! I’ve been playing around with the idea of dressing nicer to go to more public events in hopes of meeting someone, but idk. At this point I’m just kinda rambling lmao, but I appreciate anyone who’s able to help!!

My alternate style for winter is basically just hoodie and jeans (also my snake lmao)

u/TeguTeeth — 3 months ago

Confirmed Kudzu sightings

Hi!! I’m looking to remove invasive kudzu from public areas like along side highways, forests, etc. for a feeding test with my bugs. I heard St. Louis has some sightings, but I’m wondering in what areas of St. Louis? I’d like to go on a roadtrip with some friends to get some and to visit the zoo and a restaurant we really like. If anyone has some information about specific locations, that would be awesome! Thank you!

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u/TeguTeeth — 3 months ago

Confirmed Kudzu sightings

Hi!! I’m looking to remove invasive kudzu from public areas like along side highways, forests, etc. for a feeding test with my bugs. I heard St. Louis has some sightings, but I’m wondering in what areas of St. Louis? I’d like to go on a roadtrip with some friends to get some and to visit the zoo and a restaurant we really like. If anyone has some information about specific locations, that would be awesome! Thank you!

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u/TeguTeeth — 3 months ago